habit
Echoes of Love Lost: A Reflection on Heartbreak and Moving On
Lyrics
Yesterday I saw you walk by
Reflecting on seeing the person recently
For the first time since we broke up
First encounter since the breakup
It hurt more than I thought it would
Experiencing unexpected emotional pain
It kinda made me wanna throw up
Intensity of emotions leading to nausea
I don't think you'll ever get to know
Doubtful if the person understands the depth of feelings
How much I still think of you
Continued thoughts and longing for the person
I picture all the plans we made
Recalling plans and dreams shared with the person
And all the things we'll never get to do
Sadness over unfulfilled plans
I still get that feeling in my stomach when you pass me by
Physical reaction to encountering the person
I still hope that you will call like you used to every night
Desire for the person to reconnect as before
I will wait eternities to be what we used to be
Willingness to wait indefinitely to restore the past
I'll watch you live from far away while you let go so easily
Observing the person moving on effortlessly
I'm starting to see I made a habit out of you and me
Realization of forming a habit with the person
My friends say it's unhealthy
Acknowledging concerns from friends
Letting thoughts of you keep lingering
Struggling to let go of thoughts about the person
But I still look for you in every voice
Searching for the person in various aspects of life
In every song I sing
Continued emotional connection through music
I don't know if you've really moved on
Uncertainty about the person's current state of mind
I just wish I wasn't so easy to discard
Wishing not to be easily forgotten
I still get that feeling in my stomach when you pass me by
Repeating the physical reaction to the person
I still hope that you will call like you used to every night
Longing for the person's past nightly calls
I would wait eternities to be what we used to be
Reiteration of willingness to wait for reconciliation
I'll watch you live from far away while you let go so easily
Observing the person's detachment from a distance
I'm starting to see I made a habit, a habit
Reaffirmation of forming a habit with the person
Freedom's on the other side
Recognition of the need for freedom from attachment
Of trying to live inside your mind
Acknowledging the challenge of living in the person's thoughts
Caring about what you think of me
Concern about the person's opinion affecting self-worth
Searching for every answer won't
Understanding that seeking answers may not lead to fulfillment
Get me where I wanna go
Realizing the necessity of breaking free
Breaking free means separating you from me
Separating from the emotional connection with the person
I still get that feeling in my stomach when you pass me by
Repeating the physical reaction despite efforts to move on
I still hope that you will call like you used to every night
Maintaining hope for the person's return to past communication
But I won't wait eternities to be what we used to be
Limiting the waiting time for a return to the past
Watching you from far away isn't gonna bring me any peace
Rejecting the idea that distant observation brings peace
I'm starting to see I made a habit out of you and me
Reiteration of forming a habit with the person
I made a habit, habit, habit
Final repetition of the acknowledgment of the habit
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