Habit
Breaking the Chains: Confronting Habits and Struggling for Growth
Lyrics
I took some time to be alone
I chose to spend some time in solitude
To make myself feel whole again
To restore my sense of completeness
But I slipped into old ways and never left
However, I relapsed into familiar patterns and never moved on
Finding it hard to talk to you
Struggling to communicate with you
And when I do you just look right through
When I do, you ignore me
These empty words are breaths I should have kept
The words I spoke were empty, and I should have kept them to myself
Never wanted therapy
Had no desire for therapy
Only asked for help from me
Only sought assistance from myself
And I wish I knew what I was doing
Uncertain about my actions and decisions
The circle starts with a line
Referring to the difficulty of breaking a cycle
And I know that it takes some time
Acknowledges that change takes time
But it’s weighing on your back for all to see
The burden is visible to everyone
Gave all my effort when you don’t know
Invested significant effort when you were unaware
Every sacrifice I make when you refuse to grow
Mentioning sacrifices made while you resist personal growth
Losing all my patience as I try to turn new pages
Running out of patience while trying to move forward
Habit takes the blame
The blame is placed on the habit
So I take my head to better places
Choosing to redirect thoughts to a better place
I can’t leave you alone
Unable to leave you despite the challenges
I’m scared for what the future holds
Fearful of what the future may bring
Too weak to do this on my own
Admitting weakness and inability to handle things alone
Gave all my effort when you don’t know
Repeated emphasis on investing effort without recognition
Every sacrifice I make when you refuse to grow
Highlighting sacrifices in the face of resistance to personal development
Losing all my patience as I try to turn new pages
Frustration grows while attempting to move forward
Habit takes the blame
Attributing blame to the habit once again
So I take my head to a better place and
Choosing to redirect thoughts to a better place and
Give it all my effort when you don’t know
Reiterating the effort invested despite lack of awareness
Every sacrifice I make when you refused to grow
Repeating the theme of sacrifices in the face of resistance
Lost all my fucking patience
Expressing total loss of patience
It's time for us to face this
Recognizing the need to confront the issue
Habit that we blame
Once again blaming the habit for the challenges
So I’ll take my head to better places
Choosing to redirect thoughts to a better place
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