Lyrics
I been fighting demons yeah
The singer acknowledges internal struggles and challenges, metaphorically referred to as "demons."
All up in my head
The internal conflicts are predominant in the singer's thoughts.
Wishing you could see them
The singer wishes the other person could understand or perceive the internal struggles.
Cause they just want me dead
The internal conflicts are intense, and the singer feels a threat to their well-being.
I need healing
The singer expresses a need for healing.
Getting hurt instead
Despite the desire for healing, the singer continues to experience pain and hurt.
I am dealing
The singer is actively dealing with the challenges.
But it's all up in my head
The struggles persist, primarily in the singer's thoughts.
I can't, no I can't, no I can't love again
The singer emphatically states an inability to love again.
No woah I can't, No I can't, No I can't love again
Reiteration of the singer's emotional barrier, emphasizing the inability to love again.
No woah, I can't love again
A repeated declaration of the inability to love again.
No I can't love again, Love again
Repeating the statement that the singer cannot love again, emphasizing the permanence of the emotional struggle.
You dragged me into places, I didn't know existed
The other person led the singer to unfamiliar and challenging places.
You left me in the darkness, now I question my existence
The aftermath of the relationship has left the singer in a state of darkness and questioning their purpose.
Now love seems far away
Love now seems distant or unattainable for the singer.
My heart what gets afflicted
The singer's heart is affected or burdened by the consequences of the relationship.
Wish I could get done with this pain but now my brain feels twisted
The desire to overcome pain is hindered, and the singer's mental state is described as twisted.
Can't let go
The singer expresses difficulty in letting go of the past.
No I just can't let go oh
A repeated emphasis on the challenge of letting go.
Terrible
The singer feels terrible about the situation.
I feel so terrible now
The singer is overwhelmed with a terrible feeling.
Guess I just shoulda known
Reflecting on the situation, the singer feels they should have been aware of the consequences.
That this was all my fault
The singer takes responsibility, acknowledging that the situation is their fault.
From the beginning to the end
The acknowledgment extends from the beginning to the end of the relationship.
I guess I should have called more
Regret about not communicating more during the relationship.
It's all my fault
A repeated admission of fault.
It's all my fault
Continued acknowledgment of personal responsibility.
It's all my fault
Repetition of the idea that everything is the singer's fault.
I guess I really should have called
Regret about not reaching out more during the relationship.
I been fighting demons yeah
Reiteration of the ongoing internal struggle with personal demons.
All up in my head
The internal conflicts continue to occupy the singer's thoughts.
Wishing you could see them
The desire for the other person to understand the internal struggles persists.
Cause they just want me dead
The internal conflicts pose a threat to the singer's well-being.
I need healing
Despite seeking healing, the singer experiences further hurt.
Getting hurt instead
The singer is actively dealing with the ongoing challenges.
I am dealing
The struggles persist, particularly in the singer's thoughts.
But it's all up in my head
Reiteration of the inability to love again due to persistent internal struggles.
I can't, no I can't, no I can't love again
Repeating the statement that the singer cannot love again, emphasizing the enduring emotional turmoil.
No woah I can't, No I can't, No I can't love again
Emphasizing once again the emotional barrier preventing the ability to love.
No woah, I can't love again
A repeated declaration of the inability to love again.
No I can't love again, Love again
Repeating the statement that the singer cannot love again, emphasizing the lasting impact of the emotional struggle.
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