Am I Still Here
Lost in Shadows: Midnight Skies Reflecting Inner Struggles
Lyrics
What am I doing with my life?
Expressing confusion and introspection about the current state and direction of the speaker's life.
How can I prove I'm still alive?
Questioning how to demonstrate vitality or significance, suggesting a struggle with self-worth or purpose.
All the same, every day I'm skating by
Describing a routine where the speaker is merely getting through each day without significant progress or change.
Im afraid I'm ashamed of what's inside
Admitting fear and shame about internal aspects, possibly referring to personal flaws or insecurities.
Can't fight it wish I could deny it.
Expressing a desire to resist or reject something, though acknowledging an inability to do so.
Am I still here?
Pondering the existential question of whether the speaker still exists or has lost a sense of identity.
I'm feeling trapped inside myself without a light
Feeling confined within oneself and lacking guidance or illumination.
Seeking comfort to find piece of mind
Seeking solace to achieve a state of peace of mind.
We start at the end, breathing color again from failure by design
Referring to a process of rejuvenation or renewal after facing setbacks and failures intentionally chosen or designed.
I need a safer place to hide
Expressing a need for a secure and protective place to retreat.
Looking out for a safe bet
Searching for a reliable and secure option.
Drowning in my regret
Feeling overwhelmed by remorse and sorrow.
And the things I wanna take back
Regretting past actions and expressing a desire to undo them.
Running laps inside of my head
Experiencing mental repetition of thoughts or memories, possibly intrusive or distressing.
And it's slowly taking over
Describing a gradual and pervasive influence taking control, possibly leading to a transformation.
killing everything I was
Acknowledging a significant change or loss of one's previous self.
Cant fight it wish I could deny it
Expressing a desire to resist or reject something, repeated from line 5.
Am I still here?
Repeating the existential question, underscoring the uncertainty about the speaker's existence.
Im wasted
Describing a state of being wasted, possibly emotionally or physically drained.
Everything is faded
Noticing a fading of everything, suggesting a loss of vibrancy or meaning.
I cant see clear
Experiencing unclear perception or understanding, possibly due to emotional turmoil.
Lifeless, mindless
Describing a sense of lifelessness and lack of purpose.
Trying to fight it
Attempting to resist the negative influences or emotions, indicating a struggle to regain control.
Sightless, blinded
Expressing a state of blindness or inability to see things clearly, both metaphorically and possibly literally.
I'll never find it
Conveying a sense of hopelessness or resignation to not finding what is being sought.
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