Chorus for Destruction
Embracing the Abyss: A Journey of Self-Destruction and Redemption
Lyrics
I set a course for destruction
I have chosen a path leading to destruction.
When I chose to give myself away
I gave myself away, possibly in a self-destructive manner.
And I'm afraid to change what I've already started
I'm hesitant to alter the course I've set, despite potential negative consequences.
But I can't find another way
Unable to find an alternative route or solution.
And so I sit and stare out the window
In a state of contemplation, looking out the window.
And wonder
Reflecting on the situation.
Will I ever amount to anything?
Questioning one's potential and worth.
At least nowhere is somewhere
Any place, even nowhere, has some significance.
I just think too much
Tendency to overthink.
I'm bored out of my mind
Feeling extremely uninterested and restless.
There's nothing much to do here
Nothing to do, experiencing boredom.
I sit around all day and wish that I was somewhere else
Desire to be elsewhere, discontent with the current situation.
And if I had a purpose
Lacking a clear purpose or direction in life.
I don't know what I'd do with it
If I had a purpose, I wouldn't know what to do with it.
I'm so used to this
Accustomed to the current state of being.
I feel the pressures of the answers to the questions in my head
Feeling the weight of unanswered questions in the mind.
I know they'll be there
Anticipating the persistent presence of these questions.
How do I get back to my state of my mind
Searching for a way to return to a previous mental state.
My appetite for life is gone
Lost interest or enthusiasm for life.
Right now I don't care
Currently indifferent, lacking concern.
I'm gonna give it away
Deciding to give something away, possibly representing a loss or sacrifice.
It's ok
Expressing acceptance or resignation.
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