Lyrics
Deep inside myself, something doesn't feel right
Feeling a sense of internal unease or dissatisfaction.
There's a hole in there, emptiness at midnight
Experiencing a void or emptiness, particularly during midnight hours.
Crawl outside my shell, looking for a reason
Venturing outside one's comfort zone in search of purpose.
All i had is gone, time has lost its meaning
Loss of possessions, and a perception that time has become meaningless.
Life feels like a chore, I'm so tired of living
Expressing fatigue and disillusionment with the burdens of life.
Trapped inside a hole, only dark I'm seeing
Feeling confined and surrounded by darkness.
I know somewhere out there, I can feel it
A belief in the existence of a true self beyond the current struggles.
There's a real me, alive and breathing
A sense of vitality and authenticity within, waiting to be acknowledged.
I'm searching for meaning
An active quest for purpose and significance in life.
Somewhere safe to be in
Desire for a secure and meaningful place or state.
It's fading, I'm leaving
Sensing a fading connection and contemplating departure.
If it's the end, so be it
Acceptance of a potential end, embracing it if it comes.
Nobody will find me
Anticipating solitude and a lack of discovery by others.
I'm someone else, now I'm free
Embracing a transformed identity, experiencing freedom.
Forever, I'm waiting
A perpetual state of waiting for positive change or enlightenment.
For the light to take me
A longing for illumination and a metaphorical light to guide.
If there's somewhere else, I can't wait to be there
An eagerness to reach a different, possibly better, place.
I don't like it here, I'm too close to the ceiling
Discomfort with the current situation, feeling confined.
If I ran away to where I've been dreaming
Contemplating escaping to a dreamt-of destination.
To the real me, heaven is a feeling
Associating a heavenly feeling with the authentic self.
Please don't get me wrong, I don't want to be gone
Clarifying the desire for change but not a wish for an end.
I want a new life, I want to feel reborn
Expressing a longing for a renewed life and rebirth.
No more losing time, everything is endless
Committing to make the most of time and perceiving boundless opportunities.
In the afterlife, where my soul is weightless
Envisioning a weightless existence in an afterlife.
I'm searching for meaning
Continuing the search for purpose and meaning.
Somewhere safe to be in
Desiring a secure and meaningful place or state, repeated emphasis.
It's fading, I'm leaving
Reiterating the sense of connection fading and the contemplation of departure.
If it's the end, so be it
Acceptance of a potential end, reiterated from line 12.
Nobody will find me
Emphasizing the anticipated solitude and lack of discovery.
I'm someone else, now I'm free
Reiterating the transformation and freedom in a new identity.
Forever, I'm waiting
Continuing the perpetual waiting for positive change or enlightenment.
For the light to take me
Persisting in the longing for illumination and a metaphorical light to guide.
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