Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Verse 1 begins.
Here i am
The speaker identifies their presence.
Once again
Reiteration of the speaker's return or recurrence.
Shakin my rattled cage
Feeling unsettled or confined, wanting to break free.
I cant pretend
The inability to fake emotions or situations.
Dyin to live
Struggling to survive or find fulfillment during difficult times.
In these sadder days
Expressing the challenging nature of the current period.
The way I am
The individual's behavior and actions have led to feeling overwhelmed by guilt.
Drown'd the sin
Attempting to bury or wash away past wrongdoings.
Hoping it'd wash away
Still confronting and enduring difficult times despite efforts to cleanse.
Here i am
Similar to line 3, highlighting the speaker's repetitive experiences.
Once again
Living through a phase of hardship or sadness once more.
Living these sadder days
Acknowledging the ongoing struggle of enduring these sorrowful times.
Suck it up
Acceptance of one's situation and resolving to move forward.
Pick me up and make my own path
Choosing one's path independently despite challenges.
Fuck it up
Making mistakes or sabotaging oneself intentionally.
Self destruct and feel my own wrath
Self-destructive behavior and facing the consequences.
Spazzin out
Experiencing intense emotions and expressing frustration.
Yelling loud man I get so mad
Vocalizing anger and irritation.
Hurry up
Feeling the need to rush but also considering slowing down.
Slow it down I think my souls bad
Questioning one's own morality or essence.
Can I cash it innnnn
Contemplating if it's possible to gain something from the situation.
Can I trade it outttttt
Wondering if it's feasible to exchange or replace current circumstances.
No longer feel again
No longer experiencing emotions as intensely.
Instead of breaking down
Instead of breaking down emotionally, choosing to endure.
I get so sick of this thisssss
Feeling exhausted or fed up with the current situation.
Can someone help me outtt
Seeking assistance or support from someone else.
I'm my own worst riskkkkk
The biggest threat or danger to oneself is their own actions or decisions.
I'm in my own dark clouuuud
Being surrounded by one's own negative thoughts or feelings.
(Hook)
Hook begins.
Iiiiiii
Expressing weariness from being betrayed repeatedly.
Am tired if being backstabbed
A desire or necessity for things that seem unattainable.
Neeeeeed
Questioning why life is becoming increasingly difficult.
Everything I cant have
Ending relationships or connections decisively and violently.
Whyyyyy
Asking why days are becoming more challenging.
Are the days becoming so bad
Expressing pain by cutting someone off.
Bleeeeed
Emotional detachment leading to a severe consequence.
I cut you out and thats a blood bath
Transition to GR1M's verse.
(Gr1m's verse)
GR1M takes over the verse.
I live in silence tryna hide myself from all the sound
Living in isolation to shield oneself from external chaos.
Too much of violence has my demons moving all around
Being exposed to excessive violence impacting inner turmoil.
I feel like dying half the the time but i’m not going down
Facing extreme struggles but refusing to give up.
No cloud can kill me if I keep my focus on the ground
A commitment to staying grounded to prevent mental harm.
And I, I, I May get lost inside my head sometimes
Internal struggles occasionally overwhelm the speaker.
But I, I, I have started building on my own designs
Beginning to create a new path or future despite challenges.
And I, I, I said murph lets get man it’s time to fly
Encouragement to move forward and take control of life.
So I, I, I gave up on waiting and I took whats mine
Deciding not to wait anymore and seizing opportunities.
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