Note to Self
Finding Redemption: Battling Inner Demons in 'Note to Self'
Lyrics
I swear I was doing better
I feel like I was improving in my life.
But I can't even recognize my face when I look in the mirror
I don't recognize myself when I look in the mirror.
All that stares at me is a coward
I see a coward when I look at myself.
Lost in my misery
I'm overwhelmed by my misery.
Every step feels like I'm falling down
Each step I take feels like I'm descending or failing.
All I want is just to find out how I got like this tonight
I want to understand how I ended up in this state tonight.
I want to make it right
I desire to make things right.
If I promise that I won't give up
Can my commitment to not give up help me?
Can I solve this?
Is it possible for me to solve my problems?
Will it be enough?
Will my efforts be sufficient?
Am I worth saving?
Do I have value worth saving?
I can't escape this affliction that controls my life
I'm trapped in a condition that dominates my life.
Please get me out of the cycle that I have contrived
Help me break free from the cycle I've created.
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
I'm tired of the doubts and lonely nights
I'm tired of self-doubt and lonely nights.
I wanna say goodbye to the thing that makes me cry but
I want to say goodbye to what makes me cry, but...
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
I've never felt validated
I have never felt validated or acknowledged.
What do I have to be sad for?
Why should I be sad? Comparatively, others have it worse.
You know they have it worse
Despite the pain I feel, it's not enough to justify my sadness.
Although your pain, it's hurts, it's not enough
My heart can't endure much more suffering.
This heart of mine can't take much more
My heart has been crushed, stepped on, and broken into fragments.
It's been crushed up and stepped on and broken into tiny fragments
Despite the damage, I'll find a way to mend it.
But I'll find the glue to put it back together
(Empty line)
I can't escape this affliction that controls my life
I'm trapped in a condition that dominates my life.
Please get me out of the cycle that I have contrived
Help me break free from the cycle I've created.
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
I'm tired of the doubts and lonely nights
I'm tired of self-doubt and lonely nights.
I wanna say goodbye to the thing that makes me cry but
I want to say goodbye to what makes me cry, but...
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
Don't wanna feel this anymore
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
I can't continue to ignore
I can't continue to ignore my feelings.
That it's getting bad
Things are getting worse.
This is where it ends
This is the point where it all comes to an end.
I can't escape this affliction that controls my life
I'm trapped in a condition that dominates my life.
Please get me out of the cycle that I have contrived
Help me break free from the cycle I've created.
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
I can't escape this affliction that controls my life
I'm trapped in a condition that dominates my life.
Please get me out of the cycle that I have contrived
Help me break free from the cycle I've created.
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow them to.
I'm tired of the doubts and lonely nights
I'm tired of self-doubt and lonely nights.
I wanna say goodbye to the thing that makes me cry but
I want to say goodbye to what makes me cry, but...
It won't get better if I never let it
Things won't improve if I don't allow
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