Sister Hellen
Navigating Life's Turbulence: A Journey Through Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
Break up, break down
Expressing a breakup or emotional breakdown
Cycle again, and
Repeating a cycle of emotional ups and downs
Break up, break down
Highlighting the recurring nature of emotional turmoil
Cycle on through
Continuing to cycle through challenges and pain
The pain
Emphasizing the enduring emotional pain
Destruct, destroy
Advocating for destructive behavior to halt progress
Halt the progression
Encouraging actions that hinder personal development
Destruct, destroy
Repeating the call for destructive actions
Bathe in your new
Indulging in the negative emotions and embracing depression
Depression
Associating with a new state of emotional low
I'm 25, I'm burning out, and running empty on bliss
Expressing personal struggles at the age of 25
Laughing at the thought of living two more quarters of this
Laughing at the bleak prospect of continued hardship
My dad keeps hounding me that I should go to school for a trade
Parental pressure to pursue a trade education
While my mother views my failures as just flaws in my brain
Mother's perception of failures as flaws in the mind
Time to open up these wounds with this new group therapy
Turning to group therapy to address emotional wounds
It's quite expensive, quite intensive, going four days a week
Describing the intensity and cost of therapy
Changing hurts and I hate pain, so maybe this ain't for me
Expressing reluctance to embrace change and pain
This hell's so cozy, so damn cozy, so damn cozy- FUCK
Acknowledging a comfortable yet distressing situation
Here we go, back through the motions
Beginning a repetitive emotional cycle
Fear the low, lowest emotions
Fearing and experiencing deep emotional lows
Cut me out, cut me out from you
Desire to be cut off from a source of pain
Disregard, all that we went through
Disregarding the shared experiences with someone
Here we go, back through the motions
Repeating the cycle of emotional motions
Fear the low, lowest emotions
Reiterating the fear and experience of emotional lows
This is what the damage can do, woah
Reflecting on the impact and consequences of damage
This is what the damage can do, woah
Repeating the reflection on the aftermath of damage
And every single insecurity, it gets the best of me, and blinds all that I see
Struggling with personal insecurities and their effects
And every time I see the city lights, I think of all the fights, and harming out of spite
Associating city lights with memories of conflict
Now every single drive down 95, I feel so damn alive, without you by my side
Feeling alive when not accompanied by a specific person
Thief you stole a real big part of me, a real big part of me, a real big part of me
Addressing the emotional theft and loss caused by someone
Is life just entropy?
Questioning the nature of life as chaos and disorder
Is this what's left for me?
Reflecting on what remains in life
Well I can make my way
Expressing determination to navigate life gradually
Just take it day by day
Embracing a day-by-day approach to life
Here we go, back through the motions
Repeating the cycle of emotional motions
Fear the low, lowest emotions
Reiterating fear and experiencing deep emotional lows
Cut me out, cut me out from you
Desire to be cut off from a source of pain
Disregard, all that we went through
Disregarding the shared experiences with someone
Here we go, back through the motions
Repeating the cycle of emotional motions
Fear the low, lowest emotions
Reiterating fear and experiencing deep emotional lows
This is what the damage can do, woah
Reflecting on the impact and consequences of damage
This is what the damage can do, woah
Repeating the reflection on the aftermath of damage
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