Airplane
Refusing Change: A Soul's Final Dance
Lyrics
I'm crying on an airplane all alone
I'm experiencing sadness while on an airplane, feeling isolated.
And strangers keep asking me, "What's goin' on?"
Strangers are inquiring about my emotional state, asking what's happening.
And I say, "I just thought I'd feel differently about this."
I expected a different emotional reaction to the situation.
So give me more time, give me more time to see
Requesting more time to assess and understand the situation.
If everything's fine, everything's fine with me
Waiting to confirm if everything is okay with me.
I won't come back if I'm gonna come back the same
Not willing to return if it means remaining unchanged.
I think I thought this was gonna be the end all be all
Initially believed this would be a significant, defining moment.
My only chance
Viewed it as the ultimate opportunity, possibly the last one.
It's my final dance
Referring to the situation as a final dance, a concluding act.
And I refuse to breathe again
Choosing not to engage or experience life again.
I'm dancing in the streetlights all alone
Engaging in carefree activities alone under streetlights.
And strangers keep screaming at me, "Just go home."
Strangers urging me to go home, possibly implying recklessness.
And I say, "I'm just afraid of the things that never change."
Fearful of things that never change, expressing a reluctance to evolve.
Did you hear those chords
Referring to musical chords, possibly signifying a turning point.
Now I won't ever return
Committing to never return from this point forward.
Can't you feel these words
Asking if the listener can feel the impactful words being spoken.
That's redemption
Describing a sense of redemption.
That's salvation
Highlighting the concept of salvation.
I think I thought this was gonna be the end all be all
Reiteration of expecting a significant outcome from the situation.
My only chance
Emphasizing the belief that this is the only chance available.
It's my final dance
Repeating the idea of it being a final dance, a concluding moment.
And I refuse to breathe
Persisting in the decision not to engage or breathe again.
And I think I thought no one ever really knew me at all
Reflecting on a feeling of not being truly understood by anyone.
There's no final stand
No expectation of a last stand or a grand plan.
There's no greater plan
Feeling overwhelmed by doubt and uncertainty.
I'm just drowning in the doubt
It's no Hail Mary
Acknowledging that the situation is not a desperate, final attempt.
But it's full of grace
Despite challenges, there is an element of grace in the experience.
I think I saw the waver in your faith
Observing a wavering in someone's faith or belief.
Take me to the bar where your ex-boyfriend is
Suggesting going to a bar associated with a past relationship.
And we can both pretend like that was just an accident
Pretending an encounter with an ex-boyfriend is unintentional.
I think I thought this was gonna be the end all be all
Reiteration of the expectation of a significant outcome.
My only chance
Reaffirming the belief that this is the only chance available.
It's my final dance
Repeating the idea of it being a final dance, a concluding moment.
And I refuse to breathe
Persisting in the decision not to engage or breathe again.
And I think I thought no one ever really knew me at all
Reflecting on a feeling of not being truly understood by anyone.
There's no final stand
No expectation of a last stand or a grand plan.
There's no greater plan
Feeling overwhelmed by doubt and uncertainty.
I'm just drowning in the doubt
I'm just drowning in the doubt
Expressing a deep sense of being immersed in doubt and uncertainty.
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