Heaven
Journey to Self-Acceptance: Billie Marten's Reflections
Lyrics
We buy the cheapest cuts of love
We choose the most affordable forms of love
Immediate, fits like a glove
Immediate love that perfectly fits, like a glove
Makes me think I'm not good enough
Leads to self-doubt, feeling inadequate
It's all too much
Overwhelmed by the intensity of emotions
I look above
Searching for answers or guidance from above
And in my dreams I'm walking up to heaven
Imagining a journey towards heaven in dreams
Gonna see what they can do for me
Anticipating positive outcomes in heaven
Trying hard to teach myself a lesson
Struggling to learn a valuable life lesson
Give my body patience to be free
Seeking patience to liberate the body
Look through the party for your face
Searching for a loved one in a crowd
Where sweetness lies, can't be denied
The truth lies where there is sweetness
You'd never have these problem things
Without problems that challenge relationships
Escape the mess, those who are blessed
Escaping difficulties, embracing those blessed
And in your dreams you're walking off to heaven
Another perspective, dreaming of heaven
They're gonna greet you oh so happily
Expecting a joyful reception in heaven
Gift you with the fruits of your affection
Hoping for rewards based on affection
Hope that they will do the same for me
Wishing for mutual exchange of kindness
Been sitting here
Reflecting on experiences, possibly difficult
Mouth full of blood
Feeling the impact of a painful situation
And a heart full of love
Emotionally rich but still lacking
Still not enough
Despite efforts, love may not be sufficient
Yes, I am good enough
A realization of personal worthiness
Yes, we deserve our love
Affirmation of deserving love
Yes, I am good enough
Reiterating self-worthiness
And in my dreams I'm walking up to heaven
Revisiting the dream of reaching heaven
Gonna see what they can do for me
Anticipation of favorable outcomes in heaven
Trying hard to teach myself a lesson
Continued efforts to learn and grow
Give my body patience to be free
Seeking patience for personal liberation
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