Lyrics
Took a minute to myself, I got dust building on my shelves
Took a minute to myself, reflecting on my experiences, accumulating dust on my possessions
And you can see it inside of my mouth
The impact of my experiences is evident in my expression and demeanor
This is the only way that I seem to get it out
Expressing emotions through music is my preferred outlet
I guess I've been through a lot the past year
Acknowledging challenges and growth over the past year
I opened my mind, my eyes can see clear
Embracing a broader perspective and clarity in understanding
People from the past you'll notice they're not here
Noticing the absence of people from my past, implying personal evolution
Took a minute but now I steer clear
Overcoming challenges and now navigating away from negativity
But everybody's asking me
Addressing inquiries from others about my decisions
Why the hell I would wanna leave, why the hell I would rather be
Questioning why I would choose to depart from a certain situation
With anybody else but her majesty
Expressing a preference for someone special, possibly "her majesty"
I spit a little spite I need to step back there's a fine line
Acknowledging a need for self-reflection and restraint in expressing negativity
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Desiring to avoid being perceived as the antagonist
But I spent mad nights making love to a night light
Recalling intense emotional experiences, possibly romantic in nature
"Wife life", not quite not right
Contrasting the idealized "wife life" with a less perfect reality
Now I see fans like 'pick the right side'
Feeling pressure from fans to make the right choices
They don't even know the nights that I've cried
Unseen emotional struggles, nights of tears
They don't even see the ugliness hiding
Hidden emotional pain that others don't perceive
It's blinding when you find it
The truth is glaring and painful when discovered
But ignorance I guess it's bliss
Despite the pain, acknowledging the bliss of ignorance
Ignorance i guess it's bliss
Reiterating the theme of blissful ignorance
You don't even know yourself, I can tell by your mental health
Observing a lack of self-awareness in someone's mental state
And you might think that you can push it aside
Encouraging the acknowledgment of emotional struggles rather than avoidance
Take it from me I watched the girl you were die
Witnessing a transformative change in someone's personality
I need you to see, not make believe
Stressing the importance of genuine understanding, not illusions
You made me leave, I pleaded
Expressing desperation and frustration in trying to convey a message
On hands and knees I had to scream to try to make you see it
Using every means, including pleading, to make the truth apparent
But it was deeper than us, who am I to judge?
Recognizing the complexity of the situation and refraining from judgment
I played my part, but you'd rather live in the dark
Acknowledging personal responsibility but recognizing the other's preference for darkness
Ignorance i guess it's bliss
Repeating the theme of blissful ignorance
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