Jane
Embracing Imperfections: A Journey of Self-Acceptance in Huck Hastings' 'Jane'
Lyrics
You always seem to go
You consistently leave
when I feel most alone
Especially when I'm in deep loneliness
Yeah I'm at home with my flaws but
Although I'm comfortable with my imperfections
I still feel it all
I still experience intense emotions
Feel so un-adored
Feeling unloved
crawling towards some semblance of acceptance
Striving for some form of acknowledgment and approval
You know it's not your fault, you know it's not your problem
Acknowledgment that the situation is not your fault or responsibility
But you wish that your love might solve it
Despite that, there's a desire for your love to solve the issues
And I try
Expressing effort
But I can't tell you otherwise
Unable to provide a different perspective or response
And I can't watch the TV
Avoiding watching TV
cause I'd keep track of all of the hours
Because it would emphasize the time lost
that I won't ever get back
Regret over hours that can't be recovered
I got a notebook
Possession of a notebook
Jane she gave it to me
Gifted by someone named Jane
said that the monster on the cover looks just like me
Noting a similarity between the monster on the cover and oneself
what a lovely lady
Positive description of Jane
a wicked sense of humour
Acknowledging Jane's humor
I'm not sure no-ones ever loved me sooner
Uncertainty about previous instances of love
since I got my phone
Changes in physical condition since owning a phone
my wrists have grown so weak
Weakening of wrists due to phone use
I type the words into the screen
Entering words into the screen instead of speaking
I don't need to speak them
Expressing the futility of verbalizing those words
I could try
Contemplating the option of trying
But I don't see the point now do ya?
Questioning the purpose or value of trying
Follow protocol, in fifty years I'll be below
Adherence to established procedures
the earth that bore me
Imagining being beneath the earth after fifty years
maybe she adores me still
Pondering if the earth still admires or loves
And I can feel it all
Experiencing intense emotions again
Self acceptance
Embracing oneself
crawling towards the end
Moving towards the conclusion or end
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