Lyrics
I got problems saying shit I don't mean
I struggle to express myself sincerely.
I can't stop it especially when I drink
My inability to control myself, especially when I'm drinking.
words come out my mouth like water from a sink
Words flow easily from me, much like water from a sink.
im left cleaning up everything
I'm left dealing with the aftermath and cleaning up the mess.
I got my reasons, reasons why I drink
I have reasons for drinking, possibly as a coping mechanism.
I got my demons that come to me when I sleep
I have inner struggles or challenges that manifest when I sleep.
words come out my mouth like fire to gasoline
My spoken words have a destructive impact, akin to fire meeting gasoline.
and im left cleaning up everything
I'm left with the aftermath and the responsibility of cleaning up.
oh I lost everything ive ever loved
I've experienced significant losses in my life.
I open my mouth and the words start falling out
When I speak, my words seem uncontrollable and fall out impulsively.
oh hmm I lost everything ive ever loved
I've lost everything I cherished, and it's a recurring theme.
I open my mouth and I fucked it up
I've sabotaged situations by saying the wrong things.
I was gone by the weekend
I distanced myself emotionally, perhaps abruptly or without warning.
yeah I made damn sure I put a space between us
I ensured there was a clear separation between us.
I thought that you would get the hint I was over it
I expected you to understand that I was moving on, but it was wishful thinking.
wishful thinking
I had unrealistic hopes or desires regarding the situation.
I don't know why I do the things I do
I'm uncertain about my actions and why I do certain things.
I said ide try but it was always you
I claimed I would try, but my actions always revolve around you.
oh I lost everything ive ever loved
Reiteration of significant losses in my life.
I open my mouth and the words start falling out
My words become uncontrolled and lead to more losses.
oh hmm I lost everything ive ever loved
A repetition of losing everything I cared about.
I open my mouth and I fucked it up
I've spoken in a way that has ruined important aspects of my life.
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