Lost Her
Broken Bonds and Oxy Dreams: Hoodie Rob Uzumaki's Tale of Love and Loss
Lyrics
They don't wanna see me prosper
There are people who do not want to witness my success.
Devil on her roster
There is a negative influence or temptation in her life.
Had her in my life then I went ahead and lost her
I had her in my life, but I lost her.
Know you had your reasons
Acknowledging that she had reasons for the separation.
But the way you split left me cut up into pieces
The breakup left me emotionally shattered.
Now you just ignore me
She is now ignoring me.
Drink another 40, used to be my shorty
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, such as excessive drinking.
Used to call me baby, now you gotta hate me
She used to be affectionate, but now she harbors resentment.
Wishing you the best even though you went and played me
Despite the pain, he wishes her well.
Another weekend on my own
Spending another weekend alone.
I got scripts and some exotics I ain't never leaving home
Choosing solitude over socializing, possibly due to drug use.
I been feeling out of body like I'm watching in a dome
Feeling detached from reality, observing life from a distance.
Ain't no quarantine that's boring me I always been alone
Not affected by quarantine, as he has always felt alone.
Feels the worst when they never tell you why
Feeling hurt when someone doesn't explain the reasons for their actions.
Feeling low but I gotta stay high
Coping with the emotional pain by staying emotionally numb or high.
Take a trip, take a script, in the sky
Using substances to escape reality and experience a temporary high.
Get a grip she was never gonna ride
Realizing that she was never truly committed or supportive.
I was looking for some peace but I only found some pain
Searching for peace but finding only pain.
She was doing on the least
She was doing the least to maintain the relationship.
Oxycodone and the rain
Reference to drug use (Oxycodone) in a context of despair (rain).
Killin all my batteries
Feeling drained and depleted emotionally.
Mixing my realities
Blurring the lines between reality and drug-induced states.
Passing through my eyes, life is just a gallery
Life is portrayed as a gallery of experiences passing by.
See it through my lens, I was crying in a Benz
Expressing pain and vulnerability in a luxurious setting (crying in a Benz).
Shorty broke my heart but she still asking me for meds
Despite the heartbreak, she still seeks medication from him.
They wanna hate, you could catch me off in space
Facing criticism or negativity from others, possibly due to success.
Yeah I thought that we were fate you could see it on my face
Believing in fate, but it didn't work out as expected.
Drugs are just my armor cuz this life is getting harder
Using drugs as a coping mechanism in response to life's challenges.
Losing all my energy and I ain't got a charger
Feeling drained of energy and unable to recharge.
They don't wanna see me prosper
Reiteration of the desire for success despite obstacles.
Devil on her roster
Repeating the idea of a negative influence or temptation.
Had her in my life then I went ahead and lost her
Reflecting on losing her despite having her in his life.
Know you had your reasons
Acknowledging her reasons for the separation, emphasizing the pain.
But the way you split left me cut up into pieces
Expressing the emotional impact of the breakup, feeling shattered.
Now you just ignore me
Continuing to be ignored by her.
Drink another 40, used to be my shorty
Returning to self-destructive behavior, drinking and reminiscing.
Used to call me baby, now you gotta hate me
Recalling the past when she used to express affection.
Wishin you the best even though you went and played me
Despite the pain, still wishing her the best, acknowledging the betrayal.
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