Adderall Sunrise
Adderall Sunrise: Numb to Love, Echoes of Whiskey Breath
Lyrics
Laying in the floor, this bed ain't the same
Lying on the floor, the bed feels different, suggesting emotional discomfort.
Don't go to town, afraid I'll hear your name
Avoiding going to town to prevent hearing the name of someone significant.
You can't make someone feel something they don't
Highlighting the inability to force emotions on someone.
Can't make them do something that they won't
Expressing the impossibility of making someone act against their will.
Only says I love you with whiskey on her breath
Describing a person who only expresses love under the influence of alcohol.
I'll take whatever I can get
Accepting whatever love is offered, even if it's under the influence.
Can't ever sleep laying in all her lies
Struggling to sleep due to deception and lies.
Looks like another adderall sunrise
Suggesting a repetitive cycle of facing the harsh reality with the aid of Adderall.
I could get sober, get my life back on track
Contemplating the choice between sobriety and facing life's challenges.
Give it all up and never look back
Considering giving up everything to start anew without looking back.
Get my tv and my guitar out of pawn
Reflecting on material possessions, like a TV and guitar, being pawned.
Or I can stay numb to all the shit that's going on
Choosing to remain emotionally numb to avoid confronting life's difficulties.
Only says I love you with whiskey on her breath
Reiterating the theme of expressing love under the influence of alcohol.
I'll take whatever I can get
Being willing to accept any expression of love, regardless of its form.
Can't ever sleep laying in all her lies
Struggling with insomnia due to the weight of deceit and lies.
Looks like another adderall sunrise
Anticipating another morning fueled by the effects of Adderall.
Mirrors still cracked from when you threw your phone
Referencing a damaged mirror from a past emotional outburst.
The doors still open from when you left this home
Noting that the door is still open since the person left the home.
He left it open hoping maybe some day
Leaving the door open in the hope that the person will return one day.
See your face, it'd be worth the wait
Expressing the belief that seeing the person's face would be worth the wait.
But we both know
Acknowledging the unrealistic nature of that expectation.
That ain't the case
Concluding that seeing the person's face is not the likely outcome.
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