Me vs Me

Battling Shadows: Jack$on's Struggle with Demons and Despair
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Lyrics

Yeah, she look at me like she's just seen a ghost but I'm way too high so I don't

Subject's partner looks at them with surprise or shock, resembling a ghostly expression. The subject is too intoxicated to fully perceive the reaction.

Even know

The subject is so high that they are unaware of what is happening around them, including the partner's expression.

Pour a double cup right now I need a four

The subject is consuming a double cup of a substance, possibly a drug, and desires more.

Police after me I need to keep it low

The subject is evading the police and trying to maintain a low profile due to legal issues.

Ayy, poppin' pills, taking Xans

The subject is engaging in drug use, specifically mentioning popping pills and taking Xans (Xanax).

And you make me feel like a new man

The partner makes the subject feel rejuvenated or transformed.

But now you make me feel like I'm dead but then you close the deal, I'm hurting bad

The partner's actions now cause the subject emotional pain, contrasting with the positive feelings mentioned earlier.

Yeah, I'm trapped in my thoughts lost in my fantasies

The subject is mentally trapped in their thoughts and caught up in unrealistic fantasies.

Can't escape this maze It's like a dead end tragedy

Expresses a sense of hopelessness and being stuck in a situation with no apparent way out, likening it to a dead-end tragedy.

Feeling so empty My heart's way down with the pain

The subject feels emotionally drained and burdened by pain.


But I can't give up now gotta break these empty chains

Despite the hardships, the subject is determined to overcome obstacles and break free from emotional chains.

I'm lost in this world, searching for a way my heart is heavy and my mind's astray

The subject feels lost in life, searching for a way out, with a heavy heart and a distracted mind.

Got these demons that I can't ignore they haunt me daily, knocking on my door

The subject acknowledges inner demons that persistently trouble them and disrupt their life.

Baby, I'm pouring up, yeah double cup, yeah, I'm flying

The subject is indulging in substance use, possibly to cope with emotional pain, and experiences a sense of flying or euphoria.


Went through her phone and I figured out that she's lying

The subject discovers that their partner is lying after going through their phone.

She's lying, taking all these pills and I'm flying, I'm flying

Reiteration of drug use and a feeling of flying, despite the partner's deceit.

Eating all this money, I'm a-dining

The subject is spending money extravagantly, possibly as a way of coping or escaping reality.

She look at me like she's just seen a ghost but I am way too high so I don't even know

Repetition of the partner's ghostly expression, emphasizing the subject's detachment due to intoxication.


Pour a double cup right now, I need a foe police after me I need to keep it low

Reiteration of substance use and the need to evade the police for undisclosed reasons.

Ayy, poppin' pills, taking Xans and you make me feel like a new man

Repetition of drug use and the partner's transformative effect on the subject.

But now you make me feel like I'm dead but then you close the deal, I'm hurting bad

The partner's actions now make the subject feel dead inside, creating emotional distress.

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