Lyrics
Addicted, yeah, I'm fucked up
The singer feels addicted and messed up.
Sick of loving someone new
They're tired of falling in love with new people.
I'll fix it, no, I won't but
Admitting they won't fix the situation but continue trying.
At least I try and try until
Despite efforts, they keep attempting until they're left alone.
You drop me back off at my house
After being left alone, they contact friends who eventually leave.
And I call up my friends
They reach out to friends.
And they all gotta bounce
Friends leave, leaving the singer alone.
All alone with an ounce
They're by themselves, possibly with drugs (an ounce).
I'ma smoke 'til I cry
They'll smoke until emotional pain makes them cry.
With my eyes to the sky, I
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed, looking upward.
Got you on my mind, girl
Constantly thinking about the person they love.
I got you on my mind, girl and this time
Continuously dwelling on the person they desire to be with.
I'll rewind 'til you're my girl
Expressing a desire to go back in time to be together.
Life sucks, waking up, let my mind whirl
Life feels difficult upon waking up, mind in chaos.
Scroll down on your page and I might hurl
Seeing the person's social media triggers nausea.
I hate when I do this to myself
Self-loathing for repeatedly writing about a detrimental person.
Write about a girl that's
Expressing how the person negatively affects their health.
Detrimental to my health
Feeling trapped in a state where communication is painful.
Lost inside a state of mind
Feeling more disconnected as they get closer to the person.
Where talking's only hell
Losing control and beginning to yell in frustration.
And the closer that we get
Losing stability as closeness intensifies.
I lose my grip and start to yell
Experiencing frequent emotional breakdowns.
I lose my shit quite often
Regularly losing emotional composure.
Off in August on my cell
Particularly emotional during August, contacting the person.
When I hit you up and told you
Contacting the person, revealing vulnerability.
That I'm outside of my shell
Seeing through the person's false claim of being fine.
I hate the way you say you're fine and
Disliking the person's dishonesty about their well-being.
I can tell it's just a lie
Desiring to comfort despite the relationship's end.
I'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
Expressing a wish to erase their tears despite the breakup.
But we've already met our demise, so
Despite efforts, the relationship has ended.
Addicted, yeah, I'm fucked up
Reiteration of the singer's emotional turmoil and inability to break free from the cycle of addiction to this person.
Sick of loving someone new
-I'll fix it, no, I won't but
-At least I try and try until
-You drop me back off at my house
-And I call up my friends
-And they all gotta bounce
-All alone with an ounce
-I'ma smoke 'til I cry
-With my eyes to the sky, I
-Got you on my mind, girl
-I'm not your enemy, I'm just a boy
-You've got your friends
-You say you're doing fine
-But I can tell you're wrong despite the
-Way he kisses you at night
-Your smile shines so fucking bright
-I think I need another light
-(I think I need another light
-I think I need another light)
-(I think I need another light
-I think I need another light)
-Addicted, yeah, I'm fucked up
-Sick of loving someone new
-I'll fix it, no, I won't but
-At least I try and try until
-You drop me back off at my house
-And I call up my friends
-And they all gotta bounce
-All alone with an ounce
-I'ma smoke 'til I cry
-With my eyes to the sky, I
-Got you on my mind, girl
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