Lyrics
How long, how long has it been since I sang your song?
Reflecting on the duration since the singer last expressed feelings through a song.
How long, how long will it take 'til I rip this bong?
Contemplating the time it will take until the singer uses substances like a bong.
I'm dead inside, but that's alright
Acknowledging inner emotional numbness but expressing acceptance.
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine
Asserting that despite feeling dead inside, there is a belief in eventual well-being.
But how long 'til I'm gone?
Pondering the duration until the singer is completely detached or gone.
Baby, please just give me a sign
Pleading for a clear sign from someone, possibly seeking guidance or connection.
Trapped up in this brain of mine, I'm just sick of wasting time
Expressing frustration with mental struggles and a desire to break free from them.
Pretendin' that I'm fuckin' fine when all I wanna do is die
Admitting to pretending well-being when, in reality, there is a desire for self-harm.
Lying in my bed again, I'm addicted to hating myself and I tend
Describing a recurring state of lying in bed and being addicted to self-hatred.
To just think 'bout the future and where it'll end
Contemplating the future and acknowledging a tendency to overlook the present moment.
Never live in the moment, I break and I bend
Admitting to emotional fragility, breaking under pressure, and lacking resilience.
Yeah, I'm sleeping alone without you, baby, this world is so cold
Expressing loneliness without a significant other and perceiving the world as cold.
Twenty years in but I'm feelin' so old, where's my mind taking me?
Feeling aged and questioning the direction of one's thoughts.
I do not know, I do not know
Expressing uncertainty about the trajectory of life and self-awareness.
Get lost in my head quite a lot, solve it by smokin' some pot
Escaping reality by getting lost in thoughts, using marijuana as a coping mechanism.
Tying my brain in a knot, out here just takin' my shot
Metaphorically tying the mind into knots, taking a chance or pursuing goals.
Shoutin' and I'll never stop
Asserting determination to shout and express oneself despite challenges.
How long, how long has it been since I sang your song?
Reiterating the theme of reflecting on the duration since expressing feelings through a song.
How long, how long will it take 'til I rip this bong?
Repeating the contemplation of using substances like a bong and the time it will take.
How long, how long has it been since I sang your song?
Emphasizing the repetition of reflecting on the time since singing a song, indicating a persistent struggle.
How long, how long will it take 'til I rip this bong?
Reiterating the contemplation of using substances and the duration it will take, underscoring inner turmoil.
I'm dead inside, but that's alright
Reaffirming the acknowledgment of inner emotional numbness but expressing resilience.
I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine
Restating the assertion that despite feeling dead inside, there is confidence in eventual well-being.
But how long 'til I'm gone?
Echoing the pondering of the duration until complete detachment or being gone.
Baby, please just give me a sign
Reiterating the plea for a clear sign, highlighting the ongoing search for guidance or connection.
Baby, please just give me a sign
Repeating the plea for a sign, emphasizing the intensity of the desire for guidance or connection.
Baby, please just give me a sign
Reiterating the plea for a sign, underscoring the persistence of the emotional plea.
Baby, please just give me a sign
Repeating the plea for a sign, reinforcing the urgency and importance of seeking guidance or connection.
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