MaryJaneAndHerAshTray
Lost in Ash Trays: A Haunting Journey of Despair by Molly Smoke
Lyrics
Yuh shawty lost she don't care
Shawty is lost and indifferent to her situation.
Poppin all these pills got get high everywhere
She is using pills to get high frequently.
Cocaine on the floor
Cocaine is visible on the floor.
Stop don't stare
An urging to stop staring at the drug use.
She's bleeding in front of the mirror
Shawty is bleeding in front of a mirror, possibly metaphorical for emotional pain.
She thought she could talk to a GOD
She believed she could communicate with a higher power.
She crying fighting these DEMONS
She is emotionally struggling and fighting inner demons.
She jus wanna hide in peace
Expresses a desire to find peace and hide from troubles.
You could hide in this ASH TRAY here
Suggests finding solace in an ashtray, possibly a metaphor for destructive habits.
(Hey hey)
Repetition for emphasis, possibly an interjection.
Shawty don't go
Urging Shawty not to leave.
MARY JANE I jus wanna know
Expresses a desire to understand why she would leave.
Why would she go
A question about Shawty's departure.
The ASH TRAY it falls on the floor
The ashtray falls, possibly symbolizing a disruption or break in the relationship.
Breaks on the floor
Reinforces the ashtray breaking, emphasizing the impact.
You know
A declaration of the emotional distress caused by the situation.
I
Intense expression of emotional suffocation and inability to breathe when she's around.
Can't
-Breathe
-When
-She's
-Next
-To
-Me
-I can
-Not
-Not
-Not
-Breathe ya
-Even when she's sitting next to me
Continuation of the difficulty in breathing even when she's nearby.
Ooooh
An exclamation or emotional expression.
I
Expressing the eternal loss of the heart and the persistent thoughts about the person.
(I)
-Can't
-(Can't)
-My heart is lost will be forever gone
-Now
A questioning of why thoughts persist into the morning.
Why
Expresses a sense of confusion or frustration.
(Why)
Expressing inner turmoil, a desire for an end, and intense emotional pain.
Do I still think about you in the morning
-I
-(I)
-Wanna be dead cuz inside I keep hurting
-Fuck
An expression of frustration or anger.
(Fuck)
Contemplating ending life, viewing life as pointless.
My life up I should jus pop hella perkies
-Ya
-(Ya)
-End my life right now this shit is all pointless
-(Ya ya)
A declaration of the unbearable situation.
I can't take this shit anymore in a moment
Expresses an inability to endure the current state any longer.
Ya
Reiteration of Shawty not getting high recently.
(Ya)
Stating that Shawty has been in a sober state for a while.
Shawty hasn't got high in a moment
A verbal acknowledgment of this change in behavior.
Hey
An interjection or expression.
(Hey)
Reiteration of Shawty not getting high recently.
Shawty hasn't got high in a moment
Reiteration of Shawty's recent sobriety.
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