Dipsomania
Dipsomania: A Soul's Battle with Addiction
Lyrics
Waking up at 3am again
Struggling with insomnia, waking up at an early hour
Found some hope and there it went again
Experiencing a fleeting sense of hope followed by disappointment
Can I fix myself this time around
Questioning the possibility of self-improvement in this instance
Cause using you will put me in the ground
Aware of the destructive nature of relying on someone else
When I fall asleep I'm bleeding
Metaphorically bleeding or suffering while asleep
Another day trying to chase that feeling
Persistently pursuing a particular emotional state or experience
Take a break to see if I need it
Considering a pause to assess if the pursuit is necessary
I need it
Expressing a strong desire for the emotional experience
I know I need what's killing me
Acknowledging the need for something harmful
I know I need what's killing me
Reiterating the recognition of the necessity of something harmful
Just to give me one more day
Desiring the harmful thing for one more day of existence
Even though I know it'll take it away
Acknowledging the eventual cost of the desired experience
I know I need what's killing me
Reaffirming the need for the harmful element
I know I need what's killing me
Emphasizing the persistence of the need for the harmful element
Just to give me one more day
Desiring the harmful thing for an additional day of existence
Even though I know it'll take it away
Recognizing the inevitable consequences of the desire
Now I've lost my energy
Expressing a loss of vitality or motivation
Feel so still I barely breathe
Feeling so stagnant that breathing becomes difficult
I take it all the time
Regularly consuming something, possibly a substance
Have this life, I have to make it mine
Acknowledging the need to shape and control one's own life
Dart my eyes, now I feel fatigued
Feeling fatigued after exerting effort, possibly to hide emotions
Let the time run out on me
Allowing time to pass without taking action
In this box is where I'll remain
Metaphorically trapped or confined in a situation
No need to worry, I won't talk for days
Expressing a desire for solitude, choosing not to communicate
I know I need what's killing me
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the need for the harmful element
I know I need what's killing me
Emphasizing the ongoing recognition of the necessity
Just to give me one more day
Desiring the harmful thing for an additional day of existence
Even though I know it'll take it away
Acknowledging the inevitable consequences of the desire
I know I need what's killing me
Reaffirming the need for the harmful element
I know I need what's killing me
Stressing the persistence of the need for the harmful element
Just to give me one more day
Desiring the harmful thing for an additional day of existence
Even though I know it'll take it away
Recognizing the inevitable consequences of the desire
I know I need what's killing me
Reaffirming the need for the harmful element
I know I need what's killing me
Emphasizing the ongoing recognition of the necessity
Just to give me one more day
Desiring the harmful thing for an additional day of existence
Even though I know it'll take it away
Acknowledging the inevitable consequences of the desire
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