Vices
Embracing Shadows: Battling Demons in the Night
Lyrics
Yeah, I won't tell you that I'm not sad baby
Expressing acknowledgment of sadness
You can see it in my eyes
Conveying that sadness is evident in the eyes
All this liquor and these long nights baby
Referring to the influence of alcohol and long nights
Gotta me floatin I won't lie
Feeling a floating sensation due to substances
You say that I've been crazy
Acknowledging erratic behavior
Not acting like me lately
Noticing a recent change in personal conduct
I been fuckin up and can't let go
Admitting to making mistakes and struggling to move on
You know that I've been wasted
Admitting to being intoxicated
This bougie shit I'm tastin
Referring to indulgence in luxurious or extravagant things
I been fuckin up and I can't let go
Acknowledging ongoing mistakes and inability to move forward
Well, this time I'm living my life
Stating a commitment to living life at the moment
Numbing all that I'm feeling inside
Choosing to numb or avoid internal emotions
Cause I can't let go of my vices
Expressing difficulty in letting go of personal vices
No I just can't let go of my vices
Reiterating the struggle to let go of vices
This time I'm living my life
Reaffirming the commitment to living life at the moment
Numbing all that I'm feeling inside
Continuing to numb internal emotions
Cause I can't let go of my vices
Reiterating the difficulty in letting go of personal vices
No I just can't let go of my vices
Reaffirming the ongoing struggle with vices
My vices are you
Identifying the person as a vice or source of indulgence
Got me drunk textin your friends
Describing drunk texting due to emotional distress
Cause you blocked my number again
Expressing frustration at being blocked by the person
Staying up till 10AM
Highlighting staying awake until late hours
And my anxiety kicks in
Noting the onset of anxiety
So I cancelled all my plans
Canceling plans due to emotional turmoil
And tonight we do it all again
Anticipating a repetition of negative patterns
You say that I've been crazy
Reiterating recent erratic behavior
Ain't acting like me lately
Emphasizing a deviation from usual conduct
I been fuckin up and I can't let go
Acknowledging mistakes and difficulty moving on
You know that I've been wasted
Admitting to being intoxicated once again
This bougie shit I'm tastin
Referring to the enjoyment of luxurious things
I been fuckin up and I can't let go
Acknowledging ongoing mistakes and inability to move forward
This time I'm living my life
Reiterating the commitment to living life at the moment
Numbing all that I'm feeling inside
Continuing to numb internal emotions
Cause I can't let go of my vices
Expressing difficulty in letting go of personal vices
No I just can't let go of my vices
Reiterating the struggle to let go of vices
This time I'm living my life
Reaffirming the commitment to living life at the moment
Numbing all that I'm feeling inside
Continuing to numb internal emotions
Cause I can't let go of my vices
Expressing difficulty in letting go of personal vices
No I just can't let go of my vices
Reiterating the ongoing struggle with vices
My vices are you
Identifying the person as a vice or source of indulgence
Let go of my vices
Repeating the challenge of letting go of vices
Can't let go of my vices
Reiterating the difficulty in letting go of personal vices
Can't let go of my vices
-Can't let go of my vices
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