I'm Numb
Navigating Shadows: Embracing Numbness in Birthday Raven's Melody
Lyrics
I hit the throttle on that bottle
I am consuming alcohol rapidly
Cause I'm afraid of what might follow
I'm doing this because I fear the consequences that might come next
If I sober up, is this really over nup
If I become sober, is the relationship really over? ("over nup" suggests uncertainty)
Can't handle that thought
I can't bear the idea of the relationship ending
Time just walking out the door What the fuck was all this for?
Time is passing, questioning the purpose of the relationship, frustration
I guess we just needed more
We needed more in the relationship
So for now two's a crowd
Currently, two people in the relationship feel crowded
And getting numb's a game for one
Being emotionally numb is a solo experience
And if I ever start to feel then I'll take another pill
If emotions start to surface, resorting to pills to suppress them
Or maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and everything'll be alright
Hoping that things will be better when waking up the next day
Maybe theres a white light on the other side
Possibly anticipating a positive change or afterlife ("white light")
Or maybe I lost my mind the day that I lost you
Suggesting a potential mental breakdown after losing a significant person
I'm numb
Expressing emotional numbness
I'm numb
Reiteration of emotional numbness for emphasis
I'm numb
-I'm numb
-I got my good days, my bad days
Acknowledging the existence of both good and bad days
Different ways to ease the pain
Various ways of coping with pain
I got my good nights, my bad nights
Acknowledging the existence of both good and bad nights
I gotta fight, fight for my life
Expressing the need to fight for one's life
Cause at the rate I'll fade away
Concern about fading away at the current rate
Cause at the rate I wont survive today
Fear of not surviving the day if things continue as they are
Gotta pick myself up but it's gonna be tough
Struggling to lift oneself up, anticipating a challenging journey
But for now two's a crowd
Currently, two people in the relationship feel crowded
And getting numb's a game for one
Being emotionally numb is a solo experience
And if I ever start to feel then I'll take another pill
If emotions start to surface, resorting to pills to suppress them
Or maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and everything will be alright
Hoping that things will be better when waking up the next day
Maybe theres a white light on the other side
Possibly anticipating a positive change or afterlife ("white light")
Maybe I lost my mind the day that I lost you
Suggesting a potential mental breakdown after losing a significant person
I'm numb
Expressing emotional numbness
I'm numb
Reiteration of emotional numbness for emphasis
I'm numb
-I'm numb
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