Hell Bent
Hell Bent: Unveiling the Turbulent Odyssey of Mental Struggles
Lyrics
It's been a long time since I've been alright. Been going all night thinking about the good times. My mental healths been a living hell and I'm living Hell Bent.
Expressing a prolonged period of personal struggle, both mentally and emotionally. Reflecting on past positive experiences while currently feeling mentally distressed and determined to endure despite hardships.
Refreshed my phone till that bitch died. I watched it all through my fifth eye. Never well in my sick mind, mental health don't get sick time.
Engaging in compulsive behavior (refreshing the phone) as a distraction from inner turmoil. Reference to a distorted perception ("fifth eye"). Acknowledging the constant struggle with mental health, emphasizing its unrelenting nature.
Getting thinner at the waste line. Go to sleep try to waste time. Momma tell me it's gon' take time but it's getting harder to FaceTime.
Physical impact of stress evident in weight loss. Attempting to pass time through sleep, advised patience by the mother, yet struggling with interpersonal connections, particularly using FaceTime.
Don't call me out, just take me out. I don't know what I'm sorry about.
Desire for understanding without judgment. Expressing uncertainty and remorse without clear awareness of the cause.
Shed some light on a dark time. It's hard to find in dark mind.
Seeking guidance or positivity in a difficult period. Darkness is pervasive, making it challenging to find a way out.
A pair of sights between these pair of eyes, mankind's a parasite I'm trying to paralyze.
Viewing humanity as harmful, desiring to immobilize the negative impact of society on personal well-being.
Take my life I ain't afraid to die, erase my mind retrace the brake lines (Cut It)
Openness to facing mortality, willingness to reset and reflect on life. The reference to brake lines suggests a desire to break away from negative influences or habits.
It's been a long time since I've been alright. Been going all night thinking about the good times. My mental healths been a living hell and I'm living Hell Bent.
Reiteration of the enduring struggle with mental health, emphasizing the persistent feeling of being emotionally tormented and determined to endure despite challenges.
Lay low till the days go. Beat up pair of kicks on a paved road. Some one swing that mother fucking crane over, ima need that shit to remove the weight load. Just kick off my shoes hit the pay roll, give me something I can fucking take home. The money spend quick when you ball out big. Living in the whip just to pay for this shit. Talking 10 below, freezing cold. Nowhere to go no place to call my home. Wind chill that's no chill, give me a beach view out the windshield. Ground cold my heart colder. Living in the world with a cold shoulder. Ground cold my heart colder. Living in the world with a cold shoulder.
Describing a challenging life situation, seeking relief from burdens. Expressing the need for external help to lighten the emotional load. Reflecting on the financial struggles associated with a lavish lifestyle.
It's been a long time since I've been alright. Been going all night thinking about the good times. My mental healths been a living hell and I'm living Hell Bent.
Final reflection on the enduring struggle, reiterating the impact on mental health and the determined mindset to persevere despite ongoing difficulties.
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