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I know right now
I acknowledge my current state or situation.
I can be anywhere I'd like to
I have the freedom to be in any place I desire.
But I'll never know where that is
I am uncertain about where I truly belong or where I should be.
I'll just stay frustrated from the fits
I remain frustrated due to sudden bursts of anger.
Of rage that pops up
Anger arises unexpectedly when I'm not focused.
When I'm not paying attention
Others believe I lack affection or emotional connection.
Everyone's convinced I've deprived of affection
I struggle to accept genuine friendships.
Cause I don't even know how to accept
My defenses or demeanor deflect genuine interactions.
A genuine friendship
Conversations about pleasant things lead me back to a certain negative point.
My shield just reflects
The atmosphere remains stagnant, without progress.
Any sort of nice conversation
Positive discussions don't progress or shift from a certain point.
In the atmosphere
I am limited in discussing certain topics.
I can't take the subject anywhere but here
Conversations lead to an uncomfortable silence.
And it just goes deathly quiet
Although someone claims to understand, I doubt their sincerity.
You tell me you understand
Imbalance in brain chemicals keeps me restricted.
But I don't ever really buy it
I feel constrained or controlled by technology.
These off balanced chemicals in my brain
I accumulate knowledge daily but struggle to retain it.
Keeps me locked on a ball and chain
I briefly grasp knowledge that's then associated with disliked things.
To my computer screen everyday
I embrace disliked things even more due to their disapproval.
Learning too much to remember anything anyway
I prioritize genuine emotions over physical attractiveness.
I just get a little glimpse of what knowledge I might have
Be mindful of your words; they increasingly cause harm.
And it all goes to bands you probably think are bad
Progressing toward enlightenment brings more risks.
But that just makes me love them more anyways
I embrace disliked things even more due to their disapproval.
I'll always prefer genuine feelings over a pretty face
I prioritize genuine emotions over physical attractiveness.
Change your ways, watch what you say
Be mindful of your words; they increasingly cause harm.
Words hurt more and more and more everyday
Progressing toward enlightenment brings more risks.
As we climb
We possess the potential to change the world but lack awareness.
Towards higher consciousness
I embrace disliked things even more due to their disapproval.
It gets more dangerous
I prioritize genuine emotions over physical attractiveness.
We could change the world
Be mindful of your words; they increasingly cause harm.
But we're too oblivious
Progressing toward enlightenment brings more risks.
But that just makes me love them more anyways
I embrace disliked things even more due to their disapproval.
I'll always prefer genuine feelings over a pretty face
I prioritize genuine emotions over physical attractiveness.
Change your ways, watch what you say
Be mindful of your words; they increasingly cause harm.
Words hurt more and more and more everyday
Progressing toward enlightenment brings more risks.
As we climb
We possess the potential to change the world but lack awareness.
Towards higher consciousness
I embrace disliked things even more due to their disapproval.
It gets more dangerous
I prioritize genuine emotions over physical attractiveness.
We could change the world
Be mindful of your words; they increasingly cause harm.
But we're too oblivious
Progressing toward enlightenment brings more risks.
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