Simulation
Navigating the Maze of Self-Doubt: Bittermilk's Simulation
Lyrics
(Wish I could run a simulation)
Expressing a desire to run a simulated scenario, possibly to predict outcomes or prepare for social interactions.
I wanna say it
Expressing a desire to communicate or convey something.
But I don't know how you'll take it
Concern about how the message will be received.
No stranger to this feeling
Having experienced this emotion before.
Always overthinkin' 'bout
Constantly thinking about potential negative outcomes.
All the ways this could wrong
Concerns about the various ways things could go wrong.
Where has all my ego gone
Reflecting on a loss of ego or self-confidence.
Never feel like I belong
Feeling like an outsider, not fitting in.
I would like some preparation
Desiring some form of preparation before engaging in conversations.
Before all my conversations
Expressing a need for readiness before social interactions.
Wish I could run a simulation
Reiterating the desire to run a simulated scenario for better preparation.
Got one cruel imagination
Acknowledging a vivid and potentially negative imagination.
Got that shy kid reputation
Referring to a reputation of being shy or reserved.
Wish I could run a simulation
Expressing the wish for the ability to simulate social interactions.
Tryin' not to make a fool of myself
Attempting not to appear foolish in social situations.
Hoping desperately no one can tell
Fearing the judgment of others.
Gotta practice in my head
Recognizing the need to practice and plan conversations mentally.
If I wanna say it well
Preferably staying silent to avoid potential mistakes.
Trynna prove I'm worth your while
Striving to demonstrate personal worth through actions.
But it's safer silent with a smile
Finding safety in silence and a smiling demeanor.
I'll be good at listening
Being proficient in listening, if not in other aspects.
If I'm good at nothing else
Highlighting a particular skill or quality.
Oh
An interjection expressing emotion, possibly hesitation or uncertainty.
I wanna do it
Expressing the desire to take action despite uncertainties.
But I don't know if I'll screw it up (screw it up)
Uncertainty about the potential for making mistakes.
No stranger to this feeling
Recurrence of familiar feelings of overthinking.
Always overthinkin' 'bout
Continued concern about how actions are perceived by others.
How my every move's perceived
Thinking about the impressions created by every move.
Wonderin' if they like me (they don't like me)
Doubting the likability by others.
Talking's never come with ease
Expressing difficulty in verbal communication.
I would like some preparation
Reiterating the need for preparation before conversations.
Before all my conversations
Emphasizing the importance of readiness for social interactions.
Wish I could run a simulation
Repeating the desire to simulate scenarios for better preparation.
Got one cruel imagination
Acknowledging a vivid and potentially negative imagination, again.
Got that shy kid reputation
Repeating the reference to a shy or reserved reputation.
Wish I could run a simulation
Reiterating the wish for the ability to simulate social interactions, again.
(Wish I could run a simulation)
Repeating the desire to run a simulated scenario, again.
I would like some preparation
Reiterating the need for preparation before conversations, again.
Before all my conversations
Repeating the desire to run a simulated scenario, again.
Wish I could run a simulation
Repeating the acknowledgment of a vivid and potentially negative imagination.
Got one cruel imagination
Repeating the reference to a shy or reserved reputation, again.
Got that shy kid reputation
Repeating the wish for the ability to simulate social interactions, again.
Wish I could run a simulation
Repeating the desire to run a simulated scenario, again.
(Wish I could run a simulation)
Repeating the initial expression of the desire to run a simulation.
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