NO NORMAL
Embracing Uniqueness: Struggling with Normalcy
Lyrics
I want to know what I can be
I desire to understand my potential.
So close to being a normal person
I'm close to being a typical person.
Try again but I'm worse than last time
Despite attempts, I'm worse than before.
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Struggling to dream, unable to sleep.
Unaware and I can't undo it
Unaware of actions, unable to reverse them.
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
Didn't mean it, expressing stupidity.
This creepy kid, this part of me
A darker, creepy side of me.
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Desire to make friends, fearing to mess up.
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
Fear of ruining relationships like a past version.
So clueless and so annoying
Feeling clueless and annoying.
I try to know what I'm saying
Struggling to articulate thoughts.
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me
Apology and plea for understanding.
T-shirt slogan i'm a t-shirt slogan
Identifying as a simple slogan on a T-shirt.
I'm a meme, I know it i got mean, I know it
Awareness of being a meme, acknowledging negativity.
We learned a lot about entertainment
Reflection on the nature of entertainment.
Tried a lot of shit
Experimentation with various experiences.
Still not entertained yet
Despite attempts, not finding fulfillment.
Isn't it crazy to be human?
Contemplating the craziness of human existence.
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
Observing the illusion of patterns.
To the illusion of order?
Reflecting on the illusion of order.
To think that all this shit is normal?
Questioning the perception of normalcy.
I want to know what I can be
Reiteration of the desire to understand potential.
So close to being a normal person
Close to the idea of being a typical person.
Try again but I'm worse than last time
Continued struggle, feeling worse than before.
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Persistent difficulty in dreaming and sleeping.
Unaware and I can't undo it
Actions done without awareness, irrevocable.
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
Insisting on unintentionality, admitting foolishness.
This creepy kid, this part of me
Acknowledging a darker, unsettling aspect of self.
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Desire to form connections, fear of ruining them.
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
Fearing to spoil relationships as a past version wouldn't.
So clueless and so annoying
Feeling both clueless and irritating.
I try to know what I'm saying
Struggling to comprehend own speech.
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me
Repeated apology, plea for avoiding hatred.
T-shirt slogan i'm a t-shirt slogan
Reiteration of being a mere slogan on a T-shirt.
I'm a meme, I know it
Recognition of being a meme, aware of negativity.
I got mean, I know it, uh
Acknowledging negativity and meanness.
The fuck you want? There's no excuse
Defiance against judgment, no excuses given.
There's a fire going
A metaphorical fire and getting intoxicated by its effects.
I'm getting high off the fumes uh'!
Experiencing a high from the consequences.
Isn't it crazy to be human?
Reiterating the contemplation of human craziness.
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
Observing the illusion of patterns persistently.
To the illusion of order?
Continued reflection on the illusion of order.
To think that all this shit is normal?
Questioning the normalcy of the chaos observed.
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