Lyrics
Too many times I cried
Expressing repeated instances of sadness and distress.
I failed I can’t provide
Feeling inadequate or unable to fulfill expectations.
You feel this life a lie
Suggesting dissatisfaction with life's authenticity or truth.
But it’s all real
Acknowledging the reality of the situation.
It’s our deal
Emphasizing a shared commitment or agreement.
From the breakups to the makeups that’s what makes us so make love cause baby you been shining in my thoughts in it which you take up:
Highlighting the challenges and reconciliations in a relationship, urging intimacy despite obstacles.
You keep the, demons at bay
Struggling to keep inner struggles or personal demons at bay.
But, maybe they’d play
Considering the possibility that these demons might eventually manifest.
We could, foster the pain
Suggesting a willingness to confront and endure pain together.
You could, take it away or we could
Offering alternatives: facing pain together or distracting from it by dancing.
Dance and let em chant among the strain
Imagining embracing difficulties while dancing amidst the strain.
Of words that live on the tip of lips and got away now let us pray,
Reflecting on lost opportunities or words left unspoken, seeking solace in prayer.
For god given this vibe livin my minds slippin and I’m feelin like I’ve been in a
Feeling disconnected or lost in a vibe or mindset, acknowledging a state of despair.
State of despair, I failed to be there searching to care but understand that as a man I need some air
Expressing a sense of failure in providing care, while acknowledging personal need for space.
Drowning in the in the reflection of what I tell myself,
Being overwhelmed by self-reflection and self-imposed pressure.
Cause there’s no limit to struggle of which I need no help
Asserting self-reliance in overcoming struggles.
I’m cursed with with urge in which I convey perfection,
Feeling compelled to portray perfection despite inner turmoil.
But you could search through the dirt and know the seeds are planted, this my planet
Despite difficulties, recognizing personal growth or potential.
I take a stand and it can’t be shattered cause vanity candid is demons own standard
Asserting resilience against external pressures by maintaining self-perception.
It’s Lucy but acting without the Goose alone planning
Referencing a deceptive figure (Lucifer) without the usual allure, suggesting a deceptive plan.
I’ll take you home and the truth is you should stay in my zone famished
Expressing a desire for someone to stay close despite personal hunger or emptiness.
Let my demons trickle
Suggesting a controlled release of inner struggles or turmoil.
Just a little
Minimizing the impact of the release, possibly unintentional.
It’s no incidental
Emphasizing the deliberate nature of the release.
We should skip the mental
Suggesting a need to bypass mental obstacles or complications.
Let our bodies tangle this feelin I’m needing you too
Expressing a strong desire for physical intimacy with the person mentioned.
Daydreaming on the the feelin then you came like we do
Reflecting on anticipation and excitement upon meeting this person.
So take a shot of me, drunk on what we need
Encouraging a deeper connection, likening it to a need for intoxication.
We need everything, if you catch my mean
Expressing a desire for completeness or fulfillment.
The demons are scheming but I think they know what we like, we should let them take this evening won’t you stay for the night
Considering indulging in desires even if they attract inner demons.
‘nother bottle to the head with this sorrow feeling dread/ full of regret the respect is subjected in these meds/ foul thoughts in my head where’s the playback/ you talking dirty give a fuck bout Ajax/ hoping you would say that/ now we moving through the night cruising in delight/ confusing lust with illusions abusing our time not conducive for the mind/ love is a drug deeply rooted we maneuvered shooting up our lies/ tryna take the pain away not knowing it’s a stain to stay/ strangled by affection misconception that will hang displaced/ drowning in our secrets knowing we can see it/ lost faith in us trying to believe it/ misleading on mental treatment we devalued the meaning/ who knew together we would be each other’s demons/ so deceiving…damn…I am who I am/ falling dependent on you was never the plan/
Describing a downward spiral fueled by sorrow, regret, and medication, admitting a dependency on someone unintended.
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