Lyrics
For all the times you left me bleeding
Reflecting on past experiences of being hurt or betrayed
Clouded, weakened by the haze
Feeling confused and debilitated, likely due to a mental haze or emotional turmoil
Cut of my pride, enough to forgive
Experiencing a blow to one's pride but willing to forgive
Reconcile, back to square nothing
Trying to reconcile but ending up back at a point of emptiness or dissatisfaction
It seems I lost my direction
Feeling lost and lacking a clear sense of purpose
Don't have the strength to let it slip
Struggling to summon the strength to let go of something
Have no desire for the shore
Lacking motivation to reach a goal or destination
Just let me play here for some time
Desiring a moment of respite or play to escape from challenges
Is this how I want to spend my days?
Questioning the meaningfulness of current life choices
Shadowed, it fears me, my utopia
Feeling overshadowed by fear and recognizing a flawed vision of utopia
Try to find some peace to destroy
Attempting to find tranquility amid inner conflict
These are my sins, I'm heading to fall
Acknowledging personal shortcomings and anticipating a fall or failure
Never understood though I accepted
Accepting weaknesses without fully understanding them
All the weakness that I discover
Discovering personal vulnerabilities and limitations
You gave me a place to hide and lost the key
Being provided a refuge but losing access to it
Drowned my head just to see it sink (to the bottom)
Deliberately sinking into a state of mental or emotional distress
Spent some quality time with the demon of mine
Engaging with personal demons or inner struggles
He said "I like the way you struggle but you know I'm gonna win"
Confronting challenges, with a realization that the struggle might be futile
Spent some quality time with my borrowed smile
Experiencing moments of happiness or contentment, possibly artificial or borrowed
The gleam is replaced, rip me open and erase me
Experiencing a loss of joy or happiness, possibly through self-destruction
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