Queen Of The Freakshow
Embracing Farewell: Queen of Goodbyes
Lyrics
I sit alone in my room waiting
I am in solitude, anticipating.
Waiting for the demons to go
Anticipating the departure of inner demons.
And I don't wanna know what I yet know
Unwilling to confront or acknowledge certain knowledge.
I am the queen in this freakshow
Identifying as the ruler of a peculiar and unconventional spectacle.
When love's too low and pain's too high
When love is lacking and pain is overwhelming.
The only answer is goodbye
Choosing farewell as the only solution.
My hopes just the dope to bear your last word's
Hope is merely a temporary escape from the harsh reality of your final words.
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Realizing that saying goodbye is the key to love.
Can't hold you back
Unable to restrain or prevent your departure.
Successfully I killed reality
Effectively escaping the harshness of reality.
I'm too deaf to be hurt
Becoming emotionally numb to avoid pain.
By the void of your words
Shielded from the emptiness conveyed by your words.
But I yet know
Acknowledging a level of awareness.
I am the queen in this freakshow
Reasserting the role as the ruler of an unconventional spectacle.
You need to go, so I can't keep
Insisting on your departure for self-preservation.
Back the traveller on the leap
Encouraging the departure of a traveler to prevent holding back.
My hopes just the dope to bear your last word's
Hope serves as a momentary relief from the impact of your final words.
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Realization that saying farewell is crucial for the experience of love.
Can't hold you back
Inability to restrain or impede your departure.
I must confess my loneliness gave me the time
Confessing that loneliness has provided the necessary time for introspection.
I need to learn how to go, how to say goodbye
Recognizing the need to learn how to let go and bid farewell.
My hopes just the dope to bear your last word's
Hope functions as a temporary solace in the face of your final words.
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Acknowledging that saying farewell is the key to experiencing love.
Can't hold you back
Inability to prevent or hold back your departure.
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