Bullshitter's Lament
Bullshitter's Lament: Unveiling the Dance of Life's Sins
Lyrics
I walked clean through the party
I confidently moved through the party.
Without a sin put to my name
I did not have any wrongdoing associated with my name.
Then they got to know me
As people got to know me, my flaws and mistakes became apparent.
Then all the sins they came
All the sins and mistakes became evident.
To fruition's visibility
They reached a state of clear visibility and realization.
I suppose them always there
I acknowledge these flaws, considering them always present.
Back when no one knew me
During a time when I was unknown, I didn't see the need to care about them.
I saw no need to care
I felt indifferent or unconcerned.
But now such luxury is gone
Now, the luxury of being carefree is gone, and I must take responsibility.
And I've got to do my part
I have a role to play.
And the faces that I know, know me
People who know me have a strong influence on my emotions.
Have laid claim to my heart
They have claimed a significant place in my heart.
Like speculated real estate
Similar to real estate speculation, they expect their investment in me to do well.
Their investment should do well
They anticipate positive returns.
But me I've bought a ticket
Contrastingly, I've chosen a path that leads directly to hardship or difficulty.
An express train straight to well
I've committed to a challenging journey.
Well perhaps that is self pity
Reflecting on my situation might be self-pity.
But I'm remembering a dream
I recall a dream about lost love.
Some damn thing about lost love
The memory is unclear or uncertain.
How foggy it does seem
Now, I find myself in a difficult and messy situation.
So now I wade in muck and mire
Others claim that it's enjoyable.
And they tell me that it's fun
However, it only prompts me to question when it will end.
But all it does for me is make me ask
The experience doesn't bring joy but raises existential questions.
When will it all be done
When will the challenges and difficulties come to an end?
Please don't be mad I'm sorry
I apologize if my feelings upset you.
And it's just the way I feel
Expressing my emotions, regardless of potential consequences.
But its hard enough to spot the lie
It's challenging to distinguish between lies and the truth.
And figure out the real
Figuring out what is genuine is difficult.
So I maintain and ply my wares
I continue to pursue my livelihood and offer my goods for sale.
And have my goods to sell
I have something valuable to offer.
And say to those who gawk and stare
In the face of those who stare or criticize, I assert my determination.
I'll see you all in hell
I'm prepared to face the consequences, even if it means facing a difficult situation.
I'll see you all in hell!
I am ready to confront the challenges, expressing a sense of defiance or determination.
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