Lyrics
Ain't it strange that the people closest to me know
Acknowledging the irony that those closest to the speaker don't understand their thoughts and feelings.
Nothing 'bout my mind yet?
Expressing frustration that others are unaware of the speaker's inner thoughts.
I complain but the life just seems to always grow
Complaining about the challenges in life that continue to grow, causing a sense of confinement.
It puts me in confinement
Feeling trapped by the difficulties in life, represented metaphorically as confinement.
Locks and chains built the demons that I can't control
Attributing the struggles in life to past actions and experiences that have created uncontrollable inner demons.
I'm done trying to hide it
Resolving to stop hiding these inner struggles and challenges.
Darker days, seem to light the path that many don't
Finding meaning or direction in darker days that others may not see, possibly suggesting a preference for adversity.
I think I almost like it?
Expressing a tentative acceptance or even enjoyment of the difficulties in life.
You think I won't break the silence?
Challenging the perception that the speaker will always remain silent.
When it's quiet I get violent, I get loud
Admitting to a tendency for violence and loudness when faced with silence.
In the crowd, I see lots of people
Observing many people in a crowd but feeling let down by them.
People let me down, I'm a loner, manic
Describing oneself as a loner with manic tendencies.
Because it's easy to give anything for love
Highlighting the willingness to sacrifice anything for love.
They call me crazy 'cause I'm doing what I want now
Embracing a perceived craziness in pursuing one's desires and choices.
You'd be surprised the things I've done, it made me hurt
Acknowledging past actions that caused pain but were driven by personal autonomy.
I'd rather crack then stay something I am not now
Preferring to face challenges and cracks in one's identity rather than pretending to be someone else.
My paranoia helps me see through the fakes
Stating that paranoia helps in discerning fake people and situations.
None of this is real La La Land isn't safe
Rejecting the illusionary safety of La La Land and emphasizing the unreality of the world.
Way too many people try to bleed for the fame
Commenting on people's willingness to do anything for fame.
I'd rather let my mind go
Choosing to let go of one's mind, possibly in pursuit of freedom from societal expectations.
You think I won't break the silence?
Reiterating the challenge to break the silence in the face of quiet moments.
When it's quiet I get violent, I get loud
Highlighting the tendency for violence and loud expression when confronted with silence.
Angels falling, winter's coming
Introducing a metaphorical image of angels falling and the impending arrival of winter, suggesting challenges or hardships.
(This is just the land of the lost)
Indicating that the current situation is like being in the land of the lost.
(People is lost out there, or they're tryna have you lost)
Observing that people are lost or trying to make others lost in the challenging environment.
GONZO
Referencing "GONZO," possibly suggesting a bold and unconventional approach or lifestyle.
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