Lyrics
I wanna go where nobody knows my name
I desire anonymity where my identity is unknown
I'm getting nauseous everytime I see my face
I feel sick every time I confront my own reflection
I think I'm drowning in my mistakes
I sense overwhelming guilt and regret for my errors
I keep on wishing I could disappear
I constantly wish to vanish or escape from my problems
My paranoia is worsening by the day
My anxiety and distrust are intensifying each day
I'm well aware it's my own hell that I create
I acknowledge that I am the architect of my own personal hell
What can I do besides watch me break?
Feeling helpless, all I can do is observe myself falling apart
I'm messed up
I am emotionally disturbed
I don't care
I am indifferent or apathetic
Be careful what you wish for
Cautioning about the potential consequences of one's desires
Cause you might get your chance
Opportunity may come with unexpected challenges
Oh, baby I'm no stranger
Expressing familiarity with the feeling of not belonging
To wishing I was dead
Admitting to the desire or thought of death
I've lost count of the skeletons in my closet
Multiple undisclosed issues or burdens from the past
Threatening to tell all my darkest secrets
These hidden problems threaten to be revealed
You might think that you've got them fooled
Others may be deceived, thinking they know everything
But without me there's no you
Highlighting dependence and interconnection with someone
You're using me like a tool
Feeling used or manipulated like an instrument
But fuck it, guess it don't matter
Despite everything, expressing a resigned attitude
I'm tired of this world that never fucking seems to slow down
Frustration with the fast-paced and relentless nature of life
I'm so tired of the games that people play when I'm not around
Tired of the deceit and games people engage in when not present
I'm so tired of being and I'm so tired of breathing
Exhaustion with existence and the act of breathing
Cause deep deep down I think I'm tired of me
Internal exhaustion and dissatisfaction with oneself
I've lost count of the skeletons in my closet
Reiteration of undisclosed issues or burdens from the past
Threatening to tell all my darkest secrets
Continued threat of revelation of darkest secrets
Be careful what you wish for
Repeating caution about the potential consequences of desires
You might finally get your chance
Emphasizing the possibility of facing challenges with desires
Your chance
Reiteration of the chance or opportunity mentioned earlier
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