War Inside Me
Battleground Within: Unveiling the Emotional Strife in Boy Deluxe's 'War Inside Me'
Lyrics
I’m tired of being concerned
I feel exhausted from being worried or preoccupied
And I get it you never mince words
Acknowledging that someone is straightforward and doesn't use ambiguous language
Just need a little more proof this works
Seeking additional evidence or assurance that a situation or relationship is functional
Until then I'm stuck here
Feeling stuck until more clarity is achieved
There’s a war inside me
Expressing an internal conflict or struggle
It’s not making easy
Acknowledging that the internal conflict is challenging
I’ve got all of my instincts
Having instincts that suggest maintaining a distance
Saying just keep your distance
Internal conflict regarding the need for personal space
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the internal struggle
And through all of this fighting
Despite ongoing challenges, there is a commitment to continue the fight
I can’t pretend that
Acknowledging the difficulty of pretending or denying the internal conflict
I won’t surrender
Acceptance that surrender may be inevitable
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal war
Am I wrong?
Pondering if personal feelings or actions are incorrect
Do I care?
Questioning the level of concern or emotional investment
Is there something
Possibly referring to a presence or significance in the current situation
Something here?
Questioning the existence of something meaningful in the situation
I don’t think I have another fight
Expressing a sense of exhaustion and reluctance to engage in further conflict
In me cause I want to let this lie
Desiring to avoid additional confrontations
See what happens when I say goodbye
Expressing curiosity about the outcome if choosing to end the situation
I’ll be waiting here
Waiting for the resolution or aftermath
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal conflict
It’s not making easy
Emphasizing the difficulty of the internal struggle
I’ve got all of my instincts
Instincts advising to maintain distance
Saying just keep your distance
Internal conflict about the need for personal space
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal struggle
And through all of this fighting
Despite ongoing challenges, commitment to continue the fight
I can’t pretend that
Acknowledging the difficulty of pretending or denying the internal conflict
I won’t surrender
Acceptance that surrender may be inevitable
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal war
Keep pulling me back in
Feeling continuously drawn back into a conflict or situation
Every time I go I know I’ll come back again
Acknowledging the cyclical nature of returning to a situation despite leaving
Keep pulling me back in
Continuing to be pulled back into the conflict or situation
Every time I go I know I’ll come back
Recognizing the repetitive pattern of returning after leaving
Keep pulling me back in
Continuing to be pulled back into the conflict or situation
Every time I go I know I’ll come back again
Acknowledging the cyclical nature of returning to a situation despite leaving
Keep pulling me back in
Continuing to be pulled back into the conflict or situation
Every time I go I know I’ll come back
Recognizing the repetitive pattern of returning after leaving
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal struggle
It’s not making easy
Emphasizing the difficulty of the internal conflict
I’ve got all of my instincts
Instincts advising to maintain distance
Saying just keep your distance
Internal conflict about the need for personal space
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal struggle
And through all of this fighting
Despite ongoing challenges, commitment to continue the fight
I can’t pretend that
Acknowledging the difficulty of pretending or denying the internal conflict
I won’t surrender
Acceptance that surrender may be inevitable
There’s a war inside me
Reiteration of the ongoing internal war
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