War Inside
Battling Shadows: Unveiling the Inner Struggle in 'War Inside'
Lyrics
Everyday is harder now, there's a blur to everything.
Everyday is becoming more challenging, and there's a sense of confusion in everything.
Don't even trust myself, I can't see the faces through the smoke.
The speaker struggles to trust themselves and cannot clearly see people's faces due to a metaphorical smoke or haze.
I never wanted to pull through, I never wanted to be like you.
The speaker never aspired to overcome difficulties or be like someone else.
To caught up to realize, I just need to get my shit together.
Too preoccupied to realize, the speaker acknowledges the need to get their life in order.
I won't betray the memory, I won't become the martyr.
The speaker is determined not to betray a significant memory and refuses to become a martyr.
In my head, I'm the best and the worst at everything. No escape from the war inside, the war inside of me.
In the speaker's mind, they simultaneously see themselves as the best and worst in everything, facing an internal struggle (war).
Everyday is just the same, how the fuck do I stay sane.
Everyday feels monotonous, and the speaker questions how to maintain sanity.
I've let everyone down I don't think that I can get away.
The speaker feels they have disappointed everyone and doubts their ability to escape consequences.
I've given up for the last time, I know that nothing can be fine.
Having given up hope, the speaker believes nothing can be okay.
To caught up to realize, I just need to get my shit together.
Similar to line 4, the speaker is too engrossed in their struggles to recognize the need for self-improvement.
I won't betray the memory, I won't become the martyr.
Reiteration of the determination not to betray a memory or become a martyr.
In my head I'm the best and the worst at everything, no escape from the war inside, the war inside of me.
The internal conflict continues as the speaker sees themselves as both the best and worst, with no escape from the war within.
I just wanna believe in something more, I just wanna believe in something. I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I can't believe.
The speaker expresses a desire to believe in something more, indicating a longing for meaning or purpose.
I just wanna believe in something,
Reiteration of the desire to believe in something.
I was meant to be so much more.
The speaker feels unfulfilled, believing they were meant for a greater purpose.
What's the point, of living a life in pain?
The speaker questions the purpose of living a life filled with pain.
It's all a lie,
The speaker perceives life as a deception or falsehood.
Am I good enough?
The speaker questions their self-worth, asking if they are good enough.
I hate myself.
An expression of self-hatred from the speaker.
In my head, I'm the best and the worst at everything, no escape from the war inside, the war inside of me.
Reiteration of the internal struggle, seeing oneself as both the best and worst with no escape from the war within.
Set me free from the lies that have me bound into this life, I can't break from the war inside, the war inside of me.
The speaker pleads to be freed from the lies that bind them, emphasizing the inability to break free from the internal war.
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