crycorner
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Despair with boywithahalo's 'crycorner'
Lyrics
I felt the roads splitting up
I experienced a divergence in paths or choices ahead.
New paths that i must take
Acknowledging the new directions I must follow.
And I thought of how it's turning out
Contemplating the unfolding of events or circumstances.
Just trying to not lose hope
Attempting to maintain optimism amidst difficulties.
Never seen a treehouse
Never experienced the innocence or joy of a treehouse.
Never been to prom
Missed out on typical high school experiences like prom.
Always stayed by myself wishing
Often stayed alone, yearning for something more.
But the day never comes
Desiring change or fulfillment that never materialized.
If it's not meant to be
Questioning the compatibility or destiny of situations.
Then we could make believe
Suggesting the possibility of pretending or faking happiness.
Like we're happy
Imitating joy even when it's not genuine.
But they won't hear my voice
Feeling unheard or unnoticed by others.
Can't talk over the noise in my head
Unable to communicate due to overwhelming thoughts.
Are you scared to make the choices?
Suggesting avoidance as a way to avoid failure.
Can't lose if you don't join in
Implying that not participating ensures not losing.
Do you think about the friends you had?
Reflecting on friendships that didn't endure.
How good things they never last
Recognizing the impermanence of good things.
Thought I'd never make it outside
Believed I might remain confined or trapped indoors.
Felt so right losing my mind
Feeling a sense of rightness in losing control.
If it's not meant to be
Reiterating doubts about fate or destiny.
Then we could make believe
Suggesting the option of pretending to be happy despite doubts.
Like we're happy
Portraying a facade of happiness that's not genuine.
But they won't hear my voice
Expressing frustration at not being heard.
Can't talk over the noise in my head
Unable to articulate thoughts due to mental chaos.
It's my corner, I'll cry if I want to
Asserting the right to express emotions, particularly sadness.
It's my life and I'll die if I want to
Claiming ownership of one's life, even the choice of death.
It's my nightmare, can't wake but I want to
Describing a situation akin to a nightmare without escape.
If I get out of here, there's nothing I won't do
Pledging to do anything if liberated from this situation.
I know there will be better days
Recognizing the potential for better days ahead.
But there's a certain comfort in drowning in emotions
Finding solace or familiarity in being overwhelmed by feelings.
You feel complete
Feeling whole or content in the midst of overwhelming emotions.
And at that moment, you feel more yourself than you'll ever be
Experiencing an intense sense of authenticity in emotional turmoil.
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