Red
Unveiling Inner Struggles: Red by Braincoats
Lyrics
I might have made mistakes in my life
I acknowledge that I have made mistakes in my life.
But I never meant no harm
I never intended to cause harm despite my mistakes.
It seems the hate in my veins is flowing too fast
There is a strong sense of hate within me, and it is circulating rapidly.
And it will soon reach my heart
This hatred is intensifying and will soon affect my emotional core.
Yeah, you don't know what I see through these eyes
Others are unaware of what I experience or perceive through my eyes.
And that's why I can't tell the truth
I find it difficult to reveal the truth due to my unique perspective.
It seems I cover them up with more lies
To mask my reality, I resort to telling more lies.
But they open up too soon
Despite my efforts to conceal, the truth surfaces prematurely.
I never knew this shit was inside me
I wasn't aware of the negativity within me until now.
I never knew it would do this to me
The realization of this internal turmoil is affecting me profoundly.
I try to pick myself up, but I give up too fast
Attempting to lift myself up, but I succumb to despair too quickly.
That's when I know I'm done, I'm done for
This realization marks the point where I feel defeated and hopeless.
Yeah, I know how the story goes
I understand the pattern of life's struggles and failures.
You try to win, but in the end, you always lose
Despite efforts to succeed, the ultimate outcome is always failure.
You try to tie your life into a pretty bow
Trying to organize and beautify life, but it often leads to self-destruction.
But always end up tying a noose
Efforts to improve end up worsening the situation, akin to tying a noose.
I rolled the dice far too many times
I've taken risky chances in life, and now I'm facing the consequences.
And I'm paying the price for it now
I am currently paying the price for the risks I've taken.
What I wanna know is if I'm dead to you
Uncertainty about whether I am considered dead or if I'm being deceived.
Or if you're simply fuckin' around
A question about the sincerity of the relationship or interactions.
I never knew this shit was inside me
Reiteration of the internal struggles that were previously unknown.
I never knew it would do this to me
The impact of these struggles is taking a toll on the individual.
I try to pick myself up, but I give up too fast
Attempts to overcome difficulties are met with quick surrender.
That's when I know I'm done, I'm done for
Recognition of reaching a point of hopelessness and conclusion.
Hey
A brief interjection or call for attention.
Wake me up when it's all over
An expression of a desire to be removed from the current difficult situation.
And beat me down when I open my eyes
An acceptance of being beaten down upon facing reality.
You see, I'm better off dead, or in a coma
An assertion that being in a dire state or unconscious might be preferable.
'Cause don't you know I'm done, I'm done for, yeah
Final confirmation of feeling defeated and beyond recovery.
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