Neurotic
Unveiling the Mind's Turmoil: Neurotic Reflections
Lyrics
Consumes me; blinding
Feeling overwhelmed, dominating
This red veil covers my eyes
Feeling obscured or hindered, unable to see clearly
I've gotta retrace the steps that lead me here
Attempting to revisit the past actions that led to the current situation
To dig, dig, dig
Intense effort to unearth or uncover
Dig what I've buried so deep
Searching for something deeply buried or hidden
With each heap of dirt I use to seal my grave
With each action, further sealing oneself in a negative state
Dig what I've buried
Trying to confront and face past actions or emotions
What is the remedy? My bottle only runs so deep
Realizing that self-medication or coping mechanisms have limitations
And I can't fight the gravity
Feeling powerless against a force pulling down
Why can't I seem to find my way out of my head? Oh, I guess I'm
Struggling with intrusive thoughts or being trapped in one's mind
Lying here, I'm lying to myself
Being dishonest with oneself about the current situation
This isn't me
Feeling disconnected from one's true identity
When will I wake up, Wake up
Desiring to break free from the current state of being
Will I wake up? My minds got the wheel
Sense of losing control to mental processes
And its driving me mad
Mental state causing distress or insanity
Consumes me; blinding
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed or dominated
This red veil covers my eyes
Repetition of feeling hindered or obscured
I'll probably forget everything that I've done
Expectation of forgetting past actions due to current state
To myself, to everyone
Recognizing harm caused to self and others
I'm so amused, still can't feel my face
Feeling detached or numb despite the situation
I'm so abused Oh, I guess I'm
Recognizing personal mistreatment or harm
Lying here, I'm lying to myself
Continued self-deception about the situation
This isn't me
Feeling disconnected from one's true self
When will I wake up, Wake up
Desire or hope to break free from the current state
Will I wake up?
Questioning the possibility of escaping the mental turmoil
My minds got the wheel
Loss of control to mental processes
And it's driving me mad
Continuation of mental distress or instability
Lying here
Emphasizing the state of being in a lying position, possibly metaphorical
I'm lying here
Reiteration of being in a state of lying or deception
When will I wake up?
Continued longing for escape from the current situation
Wake up?
Questioning the possibility of awakening from the mental state
Will I wake up?
Reiteration of the hope or uncertainty about breaking free
My minds got the wheel and its driving me mad
Continued loss of control to mental processes
Oh
Expressing the overwhelming effect of the situation
And its driving me mad
Reiteration of mental distress or instability
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