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Echoes of Despair: Illusion Hills' Melodic Tale of Self-Destruction
Lyrics
Some days I wake up and hate to think I did this again
Expressing frustration and regret about repeating certain actions or behaviors.
Just for night to come and take control of my head
Desiring the nighttime as a way to escape or cope with inner struggles.
Losing emotions and my ability how to feel
Feeling a loss of emotions and questioning the ability to experience feelings.
My body moves on its own is what I'm going through real
Experiencing a sense of detachment, wondering if the actions are genuine or involuntary.
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
Struggling with mental clarity and focus, possibly due to inner turmoil.
I think I'm losing ya, do you think that its too late
Expressing concern about losing someone important and questioning if it's too late to salvage the relationship.
I forgot how to love, the other side is what i hate
Forgetting how to love and expressing dislike for a negative aspect of oneself.
My twin saying wassup, my mirror is two faced
Not trusting one's reflection, possibly indicating internal conflict or self-deception.
See old shadows that I left, I'm starting over again
Reflecting on past mistakes and starting anew, possibly with difficulty.
My world is falling apart, relapse and leave my own friends
Experiencing personal turmoil, leading to a breakdown in relationships with friends.
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
Reiteration of the struggle with mental focus and the fear of losing someone important.
I think im losing ya, do you think that its too late
Repeating the concern about potentially losing someone and questioning the timing.
I'm dizzy from my regrets, I'm done, can't do this again
Feeling dizzy and overwhelmed by regrets, expressing a desire to avoid repeating mistakes.
Its camo can't see the reaper behind me
Using camouflage metaphorically to hide from impending danger or consequences.
It's my brain it's my own fault, skeletons are my thoughts
Taking responsibility for personal struggles, with skeletons representing hidden difficulties.
Well my bones breaking, from branches and bodies
Experiencing a breakdown or vulnerability, with bones breaking from the weight of problems.
My brain is giving up, can't focus I can't think straight
Reiterating the struggle with mental focus and the fear of losing someone important.
I think I'm losing ya, do you think that its too late
Repeating the concern about potentially losing someone and questioning the timing.
I forgot how to love, the other side is what I hate
Forgetting how to love and expressing dislike for a negative aspect of oneself.
My twin saying wassup, my mirror is two faced
Not trusting one's reflection, possibly indicating internal conflict or self-deception.
How bad does it get, all over my skin
Describing the intensity of a difficult situation affecting the skin, possibly metaphorical.
I can't stop itching, I'm tired make it all stop
Expressing exhaustion and a desire for relief from ongoing struggles.
When all the leaves change, reaching for something
Symbolizing change and the pursuit of something better amidst difficulties.
The monster under the stairs is out to get me
Feeling threatened or haunted by internal struggles, portrayed as a monster.
Why can't things ever go my way
Expressing frustration with life not going as planned.
I've been running towards better (Hollup)
Seeking improvement and positive change, possibly with a temporary pause ("Hollup").
I've been running towards better days
Continuing the pursuit of better days and a desire to leave a positive impact.
I don't really want to leave a trace
Expressing a reluctance to leave a mark or be remembered.
Can't move still running this race, freedom I'm tryna taste
Feeling stuck in a challenging situation but aiming for freedom.
Something I seem to crave, but I still want to get away
Craving something positive despite the desire to escape from current circumstances.
How bad does it get, all over my skin
Describing the intensity of a difficult situation affecting the skin, possibly metaphorical.
I can't stop itching, I'm tired make it all stop
Expressing exhaustion and a desire for relief from ongoing struggles.
When all the leaves change, reaching for something
Symbolizing change and the pursuit of something better amidst difficulties.
The monster under the stairs is out to get me
Feeling threatened or haunted by internal struggles, portrayed as a monster.
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