Lyrics
I'm wide awake when you're asleep I want you by my side
I am wide awake while you are asleep, and I desire your presence next to me.
Honestly I'd rather be six feet deep here tonight
Honestly, I would prefer being dead and buried rather than being here tonight.
It's a shame when the day turns dark and I'm here alone
It's unfortunate when the day transitions to darkness, and I find myself alone.
If I had one more chance to see you I just want you to know
If I had another opportunity to see you, I simply want you to be aware.
That I see you in my nightmares
I perceive your presence haunting my dreams, causing distress.
I feel you in the cold
I sense your influence even in the coldness around me.
And I keep hearing these voices (And I'm chasing you on my own)
I continuously hear these inner voices while I pursue you independently.
And they're telling me to go
These voices are urging me to depart.
Run away run away run away from you I'm on my own (Own, Own, Own...)
I'm running away from you, being on my own, despite the repeated "own."
I regret all the time with you but I still don't wanna go (Own, Own, Own...)
I regret the time spent with you, yet I'm reluctant to leave.
Run away run away run away from you I'm on my own (Own, Own, Own...)
Similar to line 9, expressing the desire to escape despite the inner conflict.
I regret all the time with you but I still don't wanna go (Own, Own, Own...)
Reiterating the regret of past moments but the reluctance to part ways.
I sympathize with the old me
I understand and share the feelings of my past self.
Chasing your attention I just want someone to hold me (Oh)
I pursue your attention, longing for someone to comfort me.
I realize you control me
I realize that you exert control over me.
Making my decisions cus' I couldn't control me (Oh)
Your influence led me to make decisions since I lacked self-control.
And I thought that I would feel complete whenever I'm with you
I had hoped to feel fulfilled when with you, but instead, you're the cause of my sorrow.
It turns out you're the reason that I'm crying in my room
You're the reason behind my tears and sadness when I'm alone.
So I still...
Continuing the unresolved sentiment despite the desire to escape.
See you in my nightmares
Reiteration of experiencing distressful visions of you in my dreams.
I feel you in the cold
I feel your presence even in the coldness surrounding me.
And I keep hearing these voices (And I'm chasing you on my own)
Continuing to hear inner voices while independently pursuing you.
And they're telling me to go
These inner voices persist, urging me to leave.
Run away run away run away from you I'm on my own (Own, Own, Own...)
Repeated expression of the desire to escape being alone despite inner conflicts.
I regret all the time with you but I still don't wanna go (Own, Own, Own...)
Expressing regret for the time spent together but still hesitant to depart.
Run away run away run away from you I'm on my own (Own, Own, Own...)
Reiteration of the desire to escape despite unresolved emotions.
I regret all the time with you but I still don't wanna go (Own, Own, Own...)
Reiterating the regret for the past while being conflicted about leaving.
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