Lyrics
I can't help but replay it over and over and over again
Repetition of a haunting memory, unable to escape it.
Now that it's burned in the back of my head
The memory is deeply ingrained in the person's mind.
I can't keep focused
Struggling to maintain concentration due to the persistent thoughts.
The same thing on repeat will be the death of me
Fear that constant repetition will have a negative impact on well-being.
I just wanted to let you know now
An attempt to communicate with someone about the experience.
That I gave it all I had in efforts to break out
Expressing the effort invested in trying to overcome the situation.
Break out of this hold
Desire to break free from a restraining influence or circumstance.
How it gripped to my soul and never let it go
Describing the powerful and persistent nature of the hold on the soul.
A feeling so profound unlike the ones I've known
The emotional experience is intense and profound.
So i'll say it over and over and over again
Continued repetition of an expression, emphasizing its significance.
Apparent that this now has become a trend
Observing a pattern or trend in the situation.
My risk at your expense
Taking risks at the expense of someone else.
I'm an easy comer with his heart on the fence
Describing oneself as easily influenced or swayed emotionally.
And I know I wanna be better
Expressing a desire for personal improvement or growth.
But I just don't know how
Admitting difficulty in figuring out how to achieve improvement.
I'm not telling you much
Withholding information or emotions from the listener.
But I'm telling you what
Asserting that the speaker may not provide a full picture of the situation.
Don't know how I got to this rock in this hard place
Feeling trapped between difficult choices or circumstances.
But I know I'm stuck
Acknowledging being stuck in an undesirable situation.
Fuck
An expression of frustration or despair.
Failed you
An admission of letting someone down.
Failed myself
An acknowledgment of personal failure.
The ground ripped from beneath me
Describing a sudden loss or disruption in stability.
I attempt to break my fall
Attempting to mitigate the consequences of a downfall.
But every move I make is just another mistake
Struggling to make the right moves, resulting in regret.
I begin to resent myself
Developing negative feelings towards oneself due to perceived mistakes.
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