Still Nothing
Eternal Desolation: Unveiling the Depths of Solitude
Lyrics
They circle the lot
Observing people circling the parking lot
I look deep into the sky
Gazing deeply into the sky
And into my heart
Reflecting on one's own emotions and feelings
But no one can really seem to see
Feeling unnoticed or misunderstood by others
I search the ground, dig my hands into the dirt
Physically searching the ground, connecting with the earth
Its nothing, still nothing, only me
Expressing a sense of emptiness and isolation
What they see is all that matters
Emphasizing the importance of others' perceptions
But it tears at me
Experiencing inner conflict and emotional distress
Opens me up and i cant put it back together
Feeling emotionally broken and unable to recover
The stitches break, the staples bend away
Symbolizing the difficulty of repairing emotional wounds
And in a flush of rain, it flashes in my vision
A moment of realization amid emotional turmoil
Its nothing, still nothing, only me
Reiterating a sense of emptiness and self-focus
I've been broke for as long as I remember
Long-term experience of financial hardship
But they never seem to care
Perceived lack of empathy from others
All my friends are all dead on the inside
Describing friends as emotionally distant or numb
With their hearts as cold as me
Comparing oneself to emotionally cold friends
I start my car and forget about the future
Driving forward without concern for the future
Think of nothing, still nothing, only me
Continuing to experience emptiness and isolation
And I'll drive, and i'll drive
Emphasizing persistent driving as a coping mechanism
And then theres nothing, but i'm still driving
Continuing to drive despite a sense of nothingness
And empty cup, a broken arrow
Symbols of emptiness and brokenness
Forget about the last chance, it's already to late
Disregarding a last chance, realizing it's too late
The vultures they'll eat well
Metaphorical vultures consuming the remnants of a person
On what is found of me
Wishing for a haunting presence in the afterlife
Let my spirit haunt their souls like a demon
Expressing a desire for revenge in the afterlife
It's easy, easy as can be
Describing the ease of haunting as a spirit
I hope in death they can tell me all the answers
Hoping for answers in death, acknowledging uncertainty
But it's just nothing, still nothing, only me
Reiterating a sense of nothingness even in death
And i'll die
Acceptance of impending death
Oh lord i'll die
Expressing a surrender to mortality
The jeans all fit, and the drinks are cold
Describing a comfortable and content state before death
An overflowing cup
Symbolizing abundance and fulfillment
A steadfast arrow
Symbol of steadfastness in life's journey
That was my last chance
Reflecting on a missed opportunity, acknowledging regret
Now it's too late
Realization that it's too late to change or rectify
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