Lyrics
I dream of a life
I have aspirations for a different life
Where I see things twice
Desire to reevaluate and understand things deeply
For how they are not
Acknowledging the disparity between reality and appearance
How they seem
Reflecting on the confusion between reality and perception
I've lost my mind and
Experiencing mental distress or confusion
I don't know why
Expressing uncertainty about the reasons behind the confusion
I can't think straight
Struggling to think clearly or logically
Or believe these little means at a time
Doubting the significance of small actions over time
I was never one to hide behind
Not inclined to hide true feelings or thoughts
All of the blinking flashing lights
Rejecting superficial or flashy distractions
So I wanna know
Expressing a desire for understanding
Why do you still cross my mind
Questioning the persistent thoughts of someone in the past
Why do you still cross my mind
-Why do you still cross my mind
-Why do you still cross my mind
-As the weather gets colder
Describing a change in emotional atmosphere
It's harder to breathe in the air
Feeling suffocated or challenged in the current environment
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
Considering the possibility of insufficient effort
We live like we're older but
Living cautiously without taking risks
Never take risk
Reflecting on the avoidance of life-altering choices
That could ruin our life
Comparing oneself to others and feeling superior
We're still smarter than them
Asserting intelligence or wisdom
By a mile
Emphasizing a significant distance from others
Talk bout' it
Discussing issues and taking occasional breaks in a relationship
For a while
-We won't break off
-Just take breaks here and there
-But I'll wait up for you
Waiting for someone, hoping they still value the relationship
Let you catch up and
-Hope you still need me
-And that you'd never see
Expressing fear of being overlooked or abandoned
I live in fear
Living with anxiety and insecurity
I believe you'll let me down
Doubting the reliability of someone
I barely believe in the signs I see
Questioning the validity of perceived signs
But I wanna know
Repeating the inquiry about persistent thoughts
Why do you still cross my mind
-Why do you still cross my mind
-Why do you still cross my mind
-Why do you still cross my mind
-And it's hard to believe
Expressing difficulty in accepting a certain reality
That you might never see
Contemplating the possibility of being unrecognized
Where you went wrong
Reflecting on past mistakes or misjudgments
90 miles an hour
Describing a fast-paced, reckless situation
I've lost all my power
Feeling powerless in a situation
I sit on the sideline
Choosing to observe rather than actively participate
I finally realized
Realizing a previously misunderstood situation
Cause I think I know
Exploring the reasons behind persistent thoughts
Why you still cross my mind
-Why you still cross my mind
-Why you still cross my mind
-Why you still cross my mind
-Why you still cross my mind
Reiterating the perplexity about recurring thoughts
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