Moving on
Eternal Struggle: A Heartrending Journey Through Pain and Loss
Lyrics
I can’t grasp this place
I am struggling to understand my current situation or existence.
Is it even real
Questioning the reality of the situation or surroundings.
All the pain I felt
Reflecting on the pain experienced in the past.
Almost had to steal
Almost resorted to extreme measures, such as theft, to cope with the pain.
My own life to fade
Contemplating taking one's own life.
What would she even say
Wondering how a significant person would react to the situation.
Look around at you
Observing the environment and those around, possibly with a sense of despair.
Don’t you ever worry
Expressing concern to someone about their well-being.
I’ll be here for you
Assuring someone of continuous support.
Forever and always
Commitment to being there always, despite challenges.
Nothing she could do
Acknowledging limitations in helping someone.
And now no more you
Grieving the loss of someone significant.
I will not fade away
Determined not to be forgotten or overlooked.
Gone too soon my dear
Mourning the premature departure of a loved one.
Something we always feared
Facing and fearing a painful reality.
Felt you close to me
Sensing emotional closeness to the departed person.
Send me another sign
Pleading for a sign or indication from the departed.
Don’t ever leave me
Begging not to be abandoned or left alone.
I can’t stay near
Expressing an inability to stay close to someone.
Dear god free us all
Seeking divine intervention for freedom and salvation.
Will you ever leave
Questioning if the divine will ever abandon.
I will not fade away
Reiterating the determination not to be forgotten or overlooked.
Stay with me
Pleading for the departed to stay close.
(Stay with me)
(Repetition of the plea for the departed to stay close.)
Did you ever think
Reflecting on the unexpected nature of the situation.
It would ever be me
Expressing surprise at being the one affected.
Lost inside myself
Feeling lost within one's own thoughts or emotions.
Meant to be so much more
Believing there was a potential for a more meaningful existence.
I can’t stand this place
Expressing discomfort and dissatisfaction with the current situation.
Slowly killing me
Describing the situation as gradually causing harm or distress.
Ripped from the inside out
Feeling emotionally torn or damaged from within.
Wash away this pain
Desiring relief from the emotional pain.
I’ve always tried
Consistently attempting to alleviate the pain.
To make it subside
Struggling to make the pain diminish.
But in the end
Acknowledging that efforts to alleviate pain were unsuccessful.
I wasted your time
Regretting having wasted the time of the departed.
I’ll never heal
Expressing a belief that emotional wounds will never heal.
You’ll always try
Recognizing persistent efforts from others to help.
Love me
Pleading for continued love despite personal struggles.
Cause now I’m tired of this
Expressing exhaustion and weariness from carrying a burden.
Burden of mine
Acknowledging a personal burden that is emotionally taxing.
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