Lyrics
I never been one to be hopeful
Feeling skeptical or pessimistic, not inclined towards hope.
don't have expectations
Does not set expectations, avoids anticipating specific outcomes.
my heart is buried under 20 layers
Expressing emotional guardedness; heart metaphorically hidden.
of cold flesh
Emphasizing emotional distance with layers of coldness.
But I saw your friend
Encountered a friend of the person being addressed.
and they invited me too
Received an invitation to an event from the friend.
will i see you new years?
Possibly questioning whether they will meet on New Year's Eve.
will i see you?
Expressing a desire or uncertainty about encountering the person.
I'm scared
Admitting fear, suggesting apprehension or anxiety.
that I might want to love you again
Expressing the fear of rekindling romantic feelings.
but im scared
Reiterating the fear, emphasizing emotional vulnerability.
that youll be counting down
Fearing that the person will be celebrating with someone else.
the ball
Referring to the New Year's Eve countdown event.
with someone else
Concern about the possibility of the person being with someone else.
I never be one to be hopeful
Repetition of the initial reluctance or lack of hope.
don't have expectations
Reiteration of avoiding expectations and emotional distance.
my heart is buried under 20 layers of cold flesh
Re-emphasizing emotional barriers and guardedness.
will i see your face
Possibly questioning the possibility of seeing the person's face.
theres a party i should go too
Aware of a party but expressing hesitancy or fear of attending.
but im scared
Reiterating fear, particularly the fear of falling emotionally.
yeah im scared i might fall again
Expressing a specific fear of experiencing emotional vulnerability again.
I'm scared
Repetition of the fear of wanting to love the person again.
that I might want to love you again
Reiterating the fear of rekindling romantic feelings.
but im scared that youll be counting down
Repeating the fear of the person being with someone else during the countdown.
the ball with
Continuation of the fear regarding the New Year's Eve celebration.
someone else
Concern that the person may be counting down with someone else.
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