Lyrics
Had no one to kiss when that ball dropped on New Years
Expressing loneliness on New Year's, lacking someone to share a kiss when the ball dropped.
I miss you I miss you like crazy
Conveying intense longing and missing someone deeply.
Acted like I wasn't hurting so others around didn't think I'm still maybe
Pretending not to be in pain to avoid others' perceptions, possibly masking true emotions.
Hung up on you cause we said we were through close to about three months ago
Ending a relationship three months ago but still feeling attached, hanging up on the person.
Maybe it's true that time always heals but right now I'm not even close
Doubting the healing power of time, feeling far from recovery at the moment.
I could spend all my days and all my nights thinking my past all over
Reflecting on the past, consumed by thoughts of it throughout days and nights.
Spend all my cash and all my time fantasizing a do-over
Spending time and money daydreaming about redoing past experiences.
But at the end of the day the clock reads twelve and there's nothing to say but
Acknowledging the futility of dwelling on the past as the clock strikes twelve on New Year's.
I was alone on New Years
Affirming the loneliness experienced on New Year's.
I was alone on New Years eve
Reiterating the solitude on New Year's eve.
My friends had to stop me from drinking another cause they knew I would end up texting
Friends preventing excessive drinking to avoid regrettable texts to ex-lovers.
All my ex lovers who moved onto others I'm just trying to find some amusement
Seeking amusement by reaching out to ex-lovers who have moved on.
Avoided scrolling through my phone cause I knew that all I would see were
Avoiding the emotional distress of seeing friends in love by not scrolling through the phone.
My friends in love and all the above kissing to start the new year
Observing others kissing to start the new year, highlighting personal loneliness.
I could spend all my days and all my nights thinking my past all over
Continuing to dwell on the past, consumed by thoughts of it day and night.
Spend all my cash and all my time fantasizing a do-over
Daydreaming about redoing past experiences, investing time and money into these fantasies.
But at the end of the day the clock reads twelve and theres nothing to say but
Reiterating the futility of dwelling on the past as the clock strikes twelve.
I was alone on New Years
Affirming the loneliness experienced on New Year's.
I was alone on New Years eve
Reiterating the solitude on New Year's eve.
Maybe next years when I will get what I want
Expressing hope for a better New Year where personal desires are fulfilled.
Won't be fighting no tears, finally my turn to flaunt
Anticipating a tear-free New Year, looking forward to flaunting personal achievements.
Maybe next years when I will get what I want
Expressing hope for a better New Year where personal desires are fulfilled.
Won't be fighting no tears, finally my turn to flaunt
Anticipating a tear-free New Year, looking forward to flaunting personal achievements.
But at the end of the day the clock reads twelve and theres nothing to say but
Reiterating the futility of dwelling on the past as the clock strikes twelve.
I was alone on New Years
Affirming the loneliness experienced on New Year's.
I was alone on New Years eve
Reiterating the solitude on New Year's eve.
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