Lyrics
I honestly tried to fit in
I made genuine efforts to conform
To the life you want to be living
To the lifestyle you aspire to
But I could never be enough
I could never meet your expectations
And I’ll never be enough
I will never be sufficient for you
You’d rather throw away your love
You prefer discarding your affection
Into the heavens above
Towards the celestial realm
You tell me that I’m not alone
You reassure me that I'm not abandoned
I got no doubt I’m on my own
I have no uncertainty; I'm solitary
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away
You ignore and reject me
You tell me you care but no one is there
You claim concern, but nobody is present
I’ve lost it all
I've lost everything
I’m up in the air ‘cause you can’t be there
I'm in a precarious situation because you are absent
You’ll watch me fall
You will witness my downfall
My picture waits in your closet
My image remains hidden in your storage
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
As my vibrancy diminishes, I can't prevent it
Got me blind in the dark
I'm blinded in darkness
While I’m searching for the stars
While I seek the stars
And I’m covered in dust
I'm enveloped in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
Confined and enduring these wounds
And if you ever change your mind
If you change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
I doubt I'll ever claim you as mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away
You neglect and discard me
You tell me you care but no one is there
You profess concern, but no one is present
I’ve lost it all
I've lost everything
I’m up in the air ‘cause you can’t be there
I'm in a precarious situation because you are absent
You’ll watch me fall
You will witness my downfall
You tell me you care but no one is there
You profess concern, but no one is present
I’ve lost it all
I've lost everything
I’m up in the air ‘cause you can’t be there
I'm in a precarious situation because you are absent
You’ll watch me fall
You will witness my downfall
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