Afflicted
Navigating Desolation: Afflicted by Calling Karma
Lyrics
Fighting hard to quietly break down to numb
Struggling intensely to quietly suppress emotions and become emotionally numb.
It all brings back the memories of thee
Recalling experiences that evoke memories of someone significant.
Mistakes were made, I've gone through hell somehow
Admitting past errors and enduring severe hardship.
A verdict by the beast himself
Receiving a judgment or decision from an inner torment or struggle.
I see the truth won't set you free somehow
Realizing that facing the truth doesn't necessarily grant freedom.
Destruction's all I see around me
Surrounded by a sense of destruction and chaos in the environment.
Mistakes of mine oh I won't make it out
Feeling trapped due to one's own mistakes and uncertain escape.
This pain won't leave me be
Constantly enduring emotional pain.
A verdict by himself
Self-inflicted judgment or decision causing inner turmoil.
You'll find your way but I won't be okay now
Others might recover, but personal recovery seems unachievable.
This aching heart don't seem to make it somehow
Struggling heartache with doubts about overcoming it.
Did I throw it all for nothing
Questioning if all sacrifices were in vain.
I'm left without a reason
Feeling adrift without a purpose or justification.
Emptiness is lingering 'round my waist
Emptiness pervades, clinging to the core of one's being.
Collecting every piece that's left
Gathering and trying to hold on to the remaining fragments of oneself.
Looking back observing broken parts
Reflecting on past events and witnessing their shattered outcomes.
Running away from everything that makes me whole
Escaping from elements that contribute to personal completeness.
You'll find your way but I won't be okay now
While others might heal, personal recovery remains elusive.
This aching heart don't seem to make it somehow
Continued struggle with a heartache that seems insurmountable.
Did I throw it all for nothing
Questioning the worth of all efforts made.
I'm left without a reason
Feeling devoid of purpose or explanation for current circumstances.
In a split second everything you have is lost
Sudden loss of everything previously held dear.
When all boundaries crossed
When personal limits or boundaries are crossed, leading to loss.
You'll find your way but I won't be okay now
While others might find resolution, personal recovery remains distant.
This aching heart don't seem to make it somehow
Continued struggle with an unyielding heartache.
Did I throw it all for nothing (I threw it now I'm lost)
Regretting actions that led to the current state of feeling lost.
I'm left without a reason (I'm left without a cause)
Being without a clear cause or reason for the current situation.
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