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Embracing Imperfection: Reflections on Self-Realization
Lyrics
Why do I always run away?
Questioning why there's a tendency to flee from situations
Why do I always take the easy way?
Questioning the inclination to opt for the easier path
I won't go and do that again
Commitment to avoiding repeating a particular action or mistake
Gonna work hard, do my best
Determined to put effort into tasks and give the best
I've got to tell you, the truth
Expressing honesty or sincerity about something
The time spent with you
Time spent with the listener is perceived negatively as a waste of life
Is a waste of life
Belief that spending time with the listener is unproductive
Cause' I've had the biggest crush
Admitting strong affection or admiration for the listener
On you
Expressing long-term admiration for the listener
Ever since we first met
Recalling feelings since the first meeting
If you think I'm a monster
Acceptance of being perceived as a monster by the listener
You're probably right
Agreeing with the listener's perception of being monstrous
I'm just a monster
Self-identification as a monster, suggesting a need for avoidance
So run and hide
Encouraging the listener to escape due to self-perceived dysfunction
Cause' I'm a dysfunctional mess
Admission of being emotionally unstable
And I cannot address the truth
Inability to confront the truth about oneself
Yeah I was weak when you needed strong
Regretting personal weakness when strength was required
And I can't see where I belong
Feeling lost and uncertain about one's place or role
Trying to make things better
Effort to improve a situation for someone else
Trying to make things better for her
Specifically trying to improve things for another person
I was wrong about you
Admitting initial misjudgment about the listener
I was wrong all along
Realization of consistent error in judgment about the listener
Yeah I was wrong about you
Reiterating the acknowledgment of misjudgment about the listener
I was wrong all along
Repeating acknowledgment of consistent misjudgment about the listener
And I just want you to know that I'm a fuck up
Expressing self-awareness of being a failure or making mistakes
And I realize that
Acknowledgment of self-awareness regarding personal faults
But you already know that I'm a fuck up
Confirming the listener's awareness of personal failings
And I realize that
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the listener's awareness of faults
But I can't change
Admitting difficulty or inability to change despite awareness
I can't change
Reiterating the inability to change despite acknowledgment
I can't change
Emphasizing the inability to change despite multiple acknowledgments
I can't change
Repeatedly stating the inability to change as a concluding remark
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