DISCONNECTED
Emotional Evolution: A Journey of Disconnection and Redemption
Lyrics
I didn't wanna believe it
I was reluctant to accept a certain truth.
But now there's nothing here for me
Now, there is nothing left for me in this situation.
I didn't want to admit it
I didn't want to acknowledge a particular reality.
But I made you suffer because of it
I caused you pain because I refused to accept it.
Something about me is changing
I am undergoing a change in myself.
I've never felt so disconnected
I have never felt so emotionally distant.
If you didn't get the message yet
If you haven't understood yet, I'm conveying a message.
Leaving me is your best bet
Your best option is to leave me.
I always knew I'd surrender
I always knew I would give in or admit defeat.
I saw it coming from miles away
I foresaw this outcome from a long distance.
A Fucking life of pretending
A life filled with deception and pretending.
How could I ever explain it again?
How can I possibly articulate or justify it again?
Something about me is changing
There is a transformation happening within me.
I've never felt so disconnected
This emotional distance is entirely new to me.
If you didn't get the message yet
If you haven't grasped it yet, I'm reiterating the message.
Leaving me is your best bet
Your best course of action is to end our connection.
Cause I have to live
I have to live with the consequences of my actions.
With everything I ever did
Accepting everything I have ever done.
Don't wanna add you to the list
I don't want to include you in the list of things I've abandoned.
Of things I've abandoned
Adding you to the list of things I've left behind.
It might come across as selfish
My actions may seem self-centered.
I'm just trying to be honest
I'm just striving to be truthful and transparent.
Never knew how to feel
I never knew how to feel; I only knew how to be afraid.
Only how to fear
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